My Drunk Mistake || C.SB × C.YJ

22

|Hospital |

"I love you"

That was the last phrase I heard before I passed in the hands of a big fuzzy man.
Wait-
Who the fuck had the audacity to say I love you to me?
This bitch is so dead-
I tried to move my body, but I might just be an elephant because why do my limbs weigh 70kgs each.
That's when I realise, i have four legs?
And two of them are really long?
"Jun i am here now, you're gonna be okay"
Jun
Oh my god
Soobin. Its was Soobin.
And the large presence on top of me is also the same man. The realization immediately washes me with relief.
No wonder I felt so safe.
Soobin always did that to me. Making me feel safe i mean, his presence was some sort of silent therapy, one which didn't need any words or even actions, him just being around me was enough to keep my restless mind at peace and even now as lay on this uncomfortable hospital bed with my entire body feeling like it has ripped straight out of hell's fire I look at the man beside me and suddenly its all okay. He's here. I am here.

"YEONJUNNNN HYUNNNGNGGGGGGGG"

Turns out, Beomgyu's also here.

I feel another body smash into the bed with vigorous aggression, startling Soobin awake and making the cuts on my body feel freshly open again.

"YEONJUN YOU FUCKING MORON YOU'RE ALIVE"
"Fucking hell, I wont be for long judging by the way you're squishing my wounds" I say with as much strength as I could muster.
"Shit- Fuck-  Right I am so sorry, hyung."
And then he proceeds to crawl into the bed and hug me, gently this time. I could feel the tears he was trying not to let out.
Thats my brother for you.
He will cause havoc, smash everything in its wake be an absolute pain in ass for the environment and everyone in it, but when it comes to me, he will be the first to stand tall and fight for me, protect me and loose his shit if something happens to me.
"You must have been so scared gyu. Its all okay now though. I am right here. I am just fine.
"Sure as he-ll i was scared. I almost lost you hyung, all over again."
"No you didn't loose me, and you won't ever loose me"
We stay like that in the bed with him rambling about how much he hates and me just listening to it all, trying to comfort him.
Ironic since I am the one who was kidnapped twice.

"I would hate to ruin this bonding moment but are we really going to ignore the fact that I was pushed off my ass onto the floor and continued to be ignored for fifteen straight minutes?"
Right, so beomgyu might have punched Soobin out of the bed in order to make space for himself.
I laugh a little as I say "Are you okay Soob?"
His eyes shift to mine, and I feel the sense of comfort all over my body again. He says nothing but I see all the worry, the angst, the anguish all written ever so clearly within those deep brown eyes.
"I am fine jun" he says with the gentlest tone

"YOU'RE FINE? WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU FINE? DIDN'T I TELL YOU TO CALL ME AS SOON AS HYUNG WOKE UP?"

"Gyu I-"

"BUT NO YOU'RE HORNY ASS JUST HAD TO PUT IT'S HANDS ON MY BROTHER AND HAVE THE AUDACITY TO SLEEP WITH HIM"

With that beomgyu launches on to the defenceless soobin on the floor and proceeds to tackle him into god knows how many wrestling poses.
I was definitely concerned about Soobin but I couldn't stop laughing. I finally felt normal again.
This is the normal I know.
This is the normal I love.

"Gyu that’s enough let the man go"

Maybe because I am injured or maybe because beomgyu went through an insane personality development while I was unconscious, either way he listens to me in one go.

"Choi Soobin I will come for you-"
then he points at me and goes "and you, sit tight, I will call the doctor. And no touching when I am gone."

He then storms outside the room. Leaving me with a very half dazed and half beaten up Soobin.

"Seriously are you okay Soob?"
He laughs as he gets up "Yeah, i am good"

Soobin walks closer, pulls out a chair and sits beside my bed. "Wow how did you manage to make a hospital gown look hot?"

I burst out laughing "Really? Thats what you say to a person who freshly woke up from a coma"
"Hey It's the truth"
"Speaking of coma, how long was I out?"
"A week"
"A week? Damn you must have really missed me huh?"

He pauses a bit "I did jun. I nearly went insane"
My laughter dies down as I read in the hurt on his face. The sheer pain reflecting through his entire body.

"Soob I didn't mean to-"

"You were missing for over twenty hours and I when I found you, I could barely listen to your heart beat, then we bring you to the hospital and the doctor says your chances of surviving are slim because of all the blood you lost and fuck you for having a rare blood type because it took four hours for us to find you a donor. Then the surgery happens and miraculously you survive but low and behold you  slip into a fucking coma. As if that wasn't enough you started having even more complications and they had to shift you into the ICU"

"Why does it sound like you're blaming me?-"

"After eight whole days when we finally got to see you, the doctor said to be gentle, because you might not wa-ke u-p"
His voice cracks a little, almost as of words are choking up inside him.
"Eight days of not seeing you, eight days of not touching you, not kissing you, eight fucking days of constantly being on edge and not knowing what was going to happen to you, the worst eight days of my life."

His eyes start to water and I see him physically start to shiver in front of me. I couldn't bare to see him like that but I genuinely didn't know what to say.
So i did the only thing that made sense to me.
I pulled him in for a kiss.
A long passionate kiss, where our tears mingled in with all the unsaid words. Ours movements were in sync almost as if each of us were trying to say something that words cannot express, his hand cups my face and lips taste like yearning, in its finest.

"Good lord, I thought I said no touching. Doctor I am so sorry you have to witness this"

Beomgyu's voice cuts into our almost trance like kiss and we hastily pull apart from each other.
I love my brother so much but I genuinely despise his timing.

The doctor enters the room with beomgyu and asks a few questions and then leaves. Beomgyu however turns to me and asks

"Do you remember what happened?"
"Its fuzzy, but I can make it out"
"Don't stress too much hyung but am just warning you that the police will questioning you about everything.