Fuck You.. Fate

Chapter 2..Why? Why Only Me?

Only yesterday, Syren was freely running around the pack forest and eating berries and teasing his teachers, and then all of a sudden, he was being blatantly disapproved upon.

In the next few years, he was suddenly being sent to therapists and doctors, checking up on his health, looking for a reason on why he never presented even at the age of 16 years, when it should have happened at the age of 14.

"..Is he broken or something?.."

Those disgusting remarks made his little body shiver, and wetness pool in his eyes..hoping that one day, he would actually present as an A-B alpha, and all of this would stop...

"Syre?"
The 15 year old refused to converse, knowing what question followed.

"Syre?"
Alex repeated yet again, a strong pounding sensation prominent in his head as the younger boy refused to meet his eyes.

"Syre, did the doctor say anything?"

Alexander's voice was quiet yet demanding, and Syren's body shook, trembling and shivering, suddenly so feverish that he wanted to wail and cry and see if anyone would even comfort him.

He refused to meet Alexander's eyes, kept his eyes on the floor where he sat at the edge of his bed while the alpha stood before him, a few feet away.

Gulping the knot of emotions in his throat, he tried to voice out his thoughts, but his emotions came right through his vocal cord like the most painful violin tune..

"..I-..I don't wanna go t-to the doctor, please Alex.. I d-don't-"
He didn't mean to sound that desperate, he really didn't, but people just kept going hard and harder on him, and he didn't want to continue..he just wanted to curl up in his bed and cry and end-

"Fuck Syren..Please cooperate! What's so wrong with going to the doctor?! We're just trying to fucking help you!!"
His body shook violently, flinching at the way Alexander's presence just kept growing and growing and Syren felt suffocated..Tears wetting his eyes, his hands shaking as he furiously wiped his eyes with his white sleeve..sobbing hard for the first time in years, because he didn't like the way Alex was talking to him, the way everyone kept talking about him being unwell when there was nothing wrong with him..

His shaking body seemed enough vulnerable, and Alex felt his own throat tighten, before he was blindly walking towards the younger and enveloping his body into a hug which lacked the comfort present earlier, yet was enough for a hug that came after the absence of 2 years.

And the little comfort only broke the restraints holding his tears back and then he was crying and sobbing and shivering in Alexander's arms, mumbling incoherent sentences about how it was all so unfair..

"I-I'm all fine, please Alex! I'm not sick an-and I-!! I-I will present s-soon, please Alex..I can-won't go to the doctors!! Please I can't!! I-"

His babbling only seemed to sadden Alex and more and more, realizing how numb and sad Syren must have felt about something that wasn't his fault, and he felt broken watching Syren fall apart like this...

Why?

Moon goddess why?

"It's alright Syre..hushh..I, I'm sorry, okay? I'm so sorry. Nothing's wrong with you baby, I'm sorry.."

It was after a while that syre stopped mumbling and his hiccups died down and he actually fell asleep that Alexander left him tucked in his bed, to join Sebastian who had heard all the commotion, his eyes filled with tears.