Lost Love **DISCONTINUED**

Chapter 2: Why Me?

Song of this Chapter: Not Allowed, by: TV Girl

I yawned and slowly fluttered my eyes to see myself at home, in my bed. How did I get here?

"Pandora?" I yell, expecting her to be at my house. And, that's when all my memory hits me. I made out and did God knows what with a stranger, and Pandora is most likely sleeping with the guy she was making out with. Okay, calm down, Aisha. You probably won't see that guy ever again. I open my phone to check my messages, I see a few texts from an unknown number.

Unknown Number: "Hey, I'm sorry about everything, hope you had a good night though, I really hope I can see you again," A smile appears on my face, okay, so he has a heart, a good personality, and good looks. Maybe, he could be the one... I rolled my eyes, what the hell was I thinking? I just had sex with this guy, I barely even know him.

Me: "It's alright, thanks," I text back.

Unknown Number: "What's your name?"

Me: "Aisha, what about you?"

Shane: "Shane," I smile, that's a cute name.

Shane: "Do you wanna maybe go out with me today? I'll be more alive than I was yesterday," I chuckle at his comment.

Me: "Sure,"

Shane: "I found out your friend met my friend, Noah, you can bring her if you want," I knew exactly who he was talking about, of course it was Pandora.

Me: "Okay, perfect,"

Shane: "So, are you single?" I rolled my eyes, of course he had to ask this question.

Me: "Yeah, I am," After that, he just liked my message and didn't say anything else. We planned to meet at this restaurant with him, his friend, Pandora and me.

I planned to wear a thin, tight, black dress. It was pretty short, but not too short. I also wore my black heels, and wore my hair down. I looked at Pandora, she was wearing a short, red dress with her hair and makeup done.

"You look beautiful, Pandora," She smiles. I was always jealous of Pandora. I never had boys all over me like her, I've only ever had one boyfriend. She had the looks, and the personality while I had none of them. I don't understand what I was doing wrong, but I shook all the negative thoughts off.

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The night was going good so far, we were getting to know each other better. I also met Noah, he was really funny and sweet. Towards the end of the night, Shane and I were walking a bit, just us.

"So, I want to date someone...are you down?" He says as I look up at him confused. Wow, that was quick.

"You want to date me?" I say confused, he nods slowly.

"But, why me?" I say a little quieter, he rolls his eyes.

"Well, why not you?" He says, looking a bit annoyed.

"Okay, look, I like you a lot. But, I'm not ready for a relationship. I just came out of a toxic relationship and it was really draining, I'm sorry," I say as he looks a bit sad.

"It's okay, well, I'll be here if you're ever ready, but it looks like you barely even like me so it shouldn't be a big deal to you, " He says quietly.

"I like you, Shane,"

"Well, I love you, Aisha,"