Trauma

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this contains: Abusive/heavy Religious trauma, human au, alastor and lucifer are in their 40's and its modern day. also they're married

before you guys go all "this isnt accurate lucifer was never human🤓☝🏼" ..ITS AN AU! it isnt supposed to be accurate you doofus💀

Alastor - 45
Lucifer - 48

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Alastor sighed as he layed in bed, leaning against the pillows that kept him propped up slightly, his husband laying besides him with his head on his chest. The day was..slow. content, even. They spend a lot of their days uneventful but even then it's still nice. He never feels the need to go out or do anything crazy, the comfort of their home is enough. Sure Charlie will be home and spend time with them but she's also a teenager that gets annoyed with them at times and like going out with her friends and "girlfriend". Lucifer feels it may be a phase, but nevertheless he isn't judging. The little lady seems nice enough anyhow.

anyways, it was around evening, and they were recovering from the big dinner they had. Why was it big? Who knows. Lucifer let out a groan as he rested his hands on his belly, "Uggghhh- I think that second steak was a bad idea-" He whined out, leaning his head back to look up at alastor who was already gazing down at him. "Luci, we told you. I thought even you would know your little body couldn't handle it." He said to Lucifer who just chuckled, "Fuck you-" He said with a grin.

"Oh come on! You had two steaks plus a salad and ice cream. what did you expect? are you sure you won't explode?" he teased, reaching down and poking his belly which made Lucifer laugh a little and seat his hand away. "Well, yes I guess It was a little much-- but I didn't eat anything before that! I was almost late for work and then you forgot to pack my lunch." Lucifer said with a pout. As alastor rolled his eyes, he shook his head and chuckled. "I am not your housewife, you can do it yourself, y'know. And hey, I have work too." Alastor said, giving Lucifer a look.

"Yeah well- I was starving." Lucifer said and looked away from him, back at the wall like before as he reached his arms out, stretching them. while he had been doing that, Alastor took eye of old faint matching scars on his hands. it was like someone had wrapped a thin rope around his hands to tie them together and it just left a scar there somehow(I hope that makes sense and ur able to picture that-). Out of 17 years of marriage, he realized he has never gotten the backstory behind those. he's always noticed them of course, but not enough to ask about it. Maybe it was because he wanted to avoid it in case it was a sensitive subject or something. But this time, curiosity is getting the best of him.

"Lucifer?" Alastor spoke, earning a hum in response. Alastor reached over and grabbed his hand, a thumb gently smoothing over the scar. "Where'd you get this from? or- How?" He asked, gazing down at Lucifer for any signs of sadness or upset-ness. "Oh. Uh-" Lucifer hesitated as he gazed at the scar that he had honestly learned to ignore and forget about over the years. He realizes he never talks about it nor think about it. Not that he hates to, its just something he's learned to ignore easily. "You don't have to tell me."

"No! Sorry, uh- yeah. It's a little bit of a long story, that okay?" Lucifer asked as he moved off him, shifting to lay besides him as Alastor snaked his arm around his shoulders, pulling him close. "I got all the time in the world." He said which made Lucifer smile a bit. "Well- for context I guess, My parents were super religious. you've met them briefly, y'know. We'd go to church every Sunday and for every event they'd have, I'd go to Saturday school and prayed every night, as one Catholic kid does-" He began, sitting up a notch. It was true, alastor had met them around when they first started dating. it was very short, they were sharing the news about Charlie being born, Lilith running out on them, and them dating. Long story short they didn't take kindly to the situation and especially them dating so they made them leave. it didn't matter anyways, they died like 4 months later.

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