Butterflies

Chapter 4

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"Don't go!" Angelica said her voice showing agitation.

"I'll be fine,Angie." I told her trying to calm her.

"You'll fall for it, you know you will, you always do...." Demi said and went out the room.

"I'll be right back, k?" I told Angie and left the room as well.
Putting on my AirPods as I walked out of the house, it was late yet the sun gave out a dim light, I sighed and began walking feeling unsure of my decision to meet with that bastard, I already knew the excuses he'd make, the lies he'd tell, and everything time I foolishly believed him.
I stopped my music and pulled out my AirPods after getting to my destination, his shadow was visible, a 6f4 white guy, wearing a casual sleeveless jersey and simple black shorts.
As if he felt my presence he turned and put his phone in his pocket. We stood there looking at each other unsure of what to say.

"I messed up Jewel." He broke the silence.
"You didn't deserve that.." he continued "Let's just look past it and move on." He ended moving closer and placed his hands on my chin.

There I go again believing him... he'd do it again. I let out a sigh and after what felt like eternities I gathered enough courage to step back and moved his hand off my chin.

"No." I told him and attempted to walk away but he held my wrist.

"Jewel I made a mistake, don't walk away." He said moving closer again.

I stepped back and said what I'd been keeping locked inside "Look I don't believe those lies anymore, and I'm fed up of being sad I just want-"

"It's Demi isn't it?"

"What does Demi have to do with this?"

"Why do you always let her poison your mind against me!"

"No one has poisoned my mind, don't blame this on anyone but yourself!" I raised my voice tired of remaining calm "Get your fucking priorities straight! What you and I have is done, you ruined it and I'll be damned if I let you blame my friends for supporting me." I said attempting to walk away, but couldn't, his grip was still tight.
"Let me go"
"Let me go!" I said feeling irritated

He finally looked at me and said "I'll make your life at school a living hell." He said and let go of my hand.

I didn't know what to say, I just stood there shocked at what this fool was saying.

"Not gonna go?" He asked with a raised eyebrow.
"Fine" he said and brushed past me. I heard his footsteps fading away,

I'm so done with boys.
I mumble to myself and started to walk home. A potion of anger, sadness,fear and frustration was cooking within me, anger being the biggest ingredient, I felt so foolish looking back at all the things Demi said it was all obvious now. I found myself sitting on a swing at Harlow park, then it dawned on me, what had actually happened, I broke up with the guy I've been with for 3 years, I shared secrets, laughter, sadness with him and just like that we were now strangers, it was obvious this was truly the end of our relationship, suddenly streams of tears began to roll down my cheeks, I wiped them off only for more to keep coming.

"Hey." Demi said walking up to the seesaw besides the swing and sat on the end on the floor.
"Let it out" she added patting  my back.

Demi and I got back home, we  could hear the loud chatter in the kitchen, mom was chatting with Angelica, they look like they were having so much fun, I was happy that mom found a reason to laugh and smile at and with even better with Angelica. Mom turned and smiled at me I smiled back weakly. I turned to the stairs and walked to my room while Demi stayed downstairs, first thing I noticed was myself in the mirror, I looked terrifying,                   well that's a new look.
I teased myself in my head. My hair was rough like a birds nest, I had eye bags starting to form and I looked so tired  and weak.

"Hey hot stuff" Angie said walking towards me

"Hey."

"Wanna talk about it?"

"Yea" I said, turned to where she stood and hugged her and started sobbing, I promised myself I'd stay strong, what was wrong with me? I asked myself.

"It'll be fine,it happens." Angie said stroking my hair to calm me down.

Demi walked in on the two of us and joined the hug.
"You'll get over it with time."

Their words eventually calmed me down, I sat up feeling much more optimistic than I did a few minutes ago and said mostly to myself than them
"Things will get better."

"Which reminds me! I got the movie!" Angelica said as she got her backpack and brought out a flash.

"Wait seriously?" Demi asked Angelica with shocked eyes.

"Yep! It was so easy to get Caleb to give it up. Now let's watch the best fucking Movie of our generation, kunfupanda!" She shouted aloud.
We got popcorn, gummy bears, chocolates, sour rings, skittles did a wild experiment mixing all of them together apart from the popcorn. The three of us sat on the floor in a circle and began watching the very much anticipated movie.

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