Reneé Rapp Oneshots

Semester At Sea

(Little bit of a longer chapter)

Finally it's time to go on Semester At Sea, I've been wanting to do this since I started High School and we had those classes to consider different colleges in the future

Here I am now packing for Semester At Sea but there's a problem.

Reneé.

(Little Back Story)
1 month into the first semester me and Reneé became friends with benefits. We both were and still are in the closet. Me because I don't want people to think differently about me and Reneé because she
'Has a reputation to up hold' okay then.
(Lmk if you want me to do a one shot we're they come out to each other)
We still had a great friendship which we were both grateful for and we both agreed to keep feelings out of hooking up. But about 3.5 weeks ago I told Reneé that I don't want to just have meaningless sex anymore and I wanted to stop hooking up. Reneé seemed kinda hurt by that and she hasn't talked to me since, and we're literally roommates but she does everything to avoid me. Anytime I try to talk to her she completely ignores me and won't look at me. I don't know why she decided to just completely not talk to me but here we are. It's almost been a whole month since she's talked to me. And we're about to be roommates in the middle of the Ocean.

I sigh as I look at Reneé who's standing on her side of the room packing all her stuff into a suitcase.

I feel tears threatening to fall but I shake my head and go back to packing one of my suitcases as the other ones already packed

they're letting us bring 2 suitcases and 1 back pack/duffel bag plus a travel bag for when we go off the ship to explore, because we are gonna be gone for 3 months. (Just pretend it's that long I don't know how long it is irl)

I can't find one of my hoodies and I start to get frustrated looking for it

I'm already having a bad day because I figured Reneé would have to be talking to me by now but nope

I've been looking for the one hoodie for a good 20 minutes now and I can tell I'm about to start crying. I never cry often, only when I'm really upset or frustrated. Today I was both and I barely slept last night.

Great.

"Ugh where the fuck is it, the one thing I'm looking for!" I say loudly super annoyed.

I sit on the bed defeated and Reneé looks over to my bed

I don't look over at her not wanting to give her any attention

She leans down and reaches under my bed pulling out the hoodie I was looking for and throws to over to me

I catch it and look at her, for a split second we make eye contact but she quickly turns around and pretends nothing happened. I lost it.

(Tw: y/n yelling)

"Why the fuck won't you talk to me! It's almost been a month, a fucking month Reneé! What the fuck did I do so wrong that you won't even look at me! All I did was say I didn't wanna fuck anymore!" I shout from where I'm standing

She ignores me and zips up her suitcase then starts walking out of our bedroom.

(End of tw)

I groan and fall back on the bed.

Reneé is just walking out the door of the bedroom when I say quietly "I didn't wanna fuck anymore because I think I like you."

I look up at the door and Reneé's gone.

'Jeez did I really say that out loud I'm glad she didn't hear me not that she would've said anything about it.

She's making it her personal mission to pretend I don't exist.' I think in my head