🩰 right decision?

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i am laying on my comfy freshly coated bed after getting out of the shower. my hair is still wet as im laying down but because today was a long day, i decided to check my phone and go through my messages.

as i was covered up with my blanket and scrolling on my instagram feed, i discovered a familiar looking girl, which caused me to think of the moment that happened a while ago. i felt my heart beating faster as i stared at my phone showing a post from a user named bvtterfly.

 i felt my heart beating faster as i stared at my phone showing a post from a user named bvtterfly

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@bvtterfly: after practice 🩰

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i slyly like her post. somethings telling me that shes such an interesting person. id like to get to know her more, not sure if i should send her a message. im an idol after all, i cant just get close to a girl. my company doesnt allow us any relationships, scared of dating scandals. i understand tho, it could hurt our reputation or we couldnt focus on our work. but if both are mature and in a healthy relationship, it wouldnt be that much of a problem to make time for eachother while working as usual, would it? even if so, some crazy fangirls would always try to make us break up, out of jealousy. why am i thinking about this any way? its not like shes gonna develop a crush on me. even though this action could have consequences, i click on her profile to follow her and tap on the "message" button next to it.

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