its the 23rd of november and we are currently in osaka, japan for the mama awards. today is the day i will have the biggest performance of my life, and im so thankful for jungwon making this dream come true. i will be performing a big ballet performance after enhypens turn and im so nervous to dance infront of 55,000 people. jungwon ended his hiatus almost a month ago and since then, everything has been running even smoother between us. i even got a job at the library. the thing thats making me even more nervous, is that my and jungwons parents are here, which means i will get to know his parents and he will get to know mine. are they gonna like me? are they gonna like him? are they going to like eachother? are things im overthinking right now, but my thoughts get interrupted by enhypen being called on stage. im backstage while all the idols are sitting in front of the stage, since im a special stage and no one knows its me yet.
,,good luck baby", i tell jungwon whos coming towards me, encouraging him as hes looking nervous as hell.
,,you too, you will be great", he answers, because its my turn after them and we will not be able to see eachother before. i place a quick kiss on his cheek and they get on stage.
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,,nabi, its your time", the staffs tell me, freshing up my makeup and hair one last time.
,,and now we are welcoming todays first special stage, nabi!", is what the mc is announcing to the crowd, to which they respond screaming, i have never heard anyone scream this loud, especially not for me. most of them only see me as "jungwons girlfriend", and i hope to change their minds today so they could finally acknowledge me as my own person.
as the crowd gets quiet, the lights turn off and my performance finally starts. im nervous, but i know jungwon is watching which calms my nerves.
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,,i knew you were going to be amazing. you did so good im so proud of you my love", jungwon says while i run towards him, swinging my arms around his neck.
,,you were too, im proud of you", i murmur against his shoulder, breathing soundly.
,,now lets go, my parents are waiting.", i realize we havent met eachothers parents yet and now its time.
,,what if they wont like me?"
,,they will absolutely love you. just be yourself", he reassures, touching my hand.
,,what if your parents dont approve of me", he asks, i can feel his anxiety. i put my hand on his jaw, gently looking into his sparkling eyes, feeling him calm down immediately. does my touch affect him the same way his affects me? we walk to our parents hand in hand, which are talking to eachother, seeming to get along well.
,,you were amazing", our parents say almost in sync while they hug us welcomly, his mothers touch making me emotional.
,,our future on in law really impressed me. your mother told us a lot about the way you talk about our daughter.", my father says shocking me that theyre getting along so well.
,,mom!", jungwon gasps, his mother laughing in response.
,,do you guys want to eat dinner with us after the show is over?", his mother asks and we all agree, making me happy that mine and his parents have approved of us being together.
while the awards are getting announced, i sit next to jungwon and the rest of the boys, holding jungwons hand which is placed on top of my thigh, covered by my long dress.
,,i love you", he whispers into my ear, squeezing my hand lightly.
