butterfly 𐦍

🩰 first love!

nabi 🦋
jungwon

jungwon
yes ma'am?

nabi 🦋
were going out tonight

jungwon
which time would you prefer?

nabi 🦋
6 pm is perfect.
ill be waiting in front of your door. im driving

its been becoming kind of our habit just randomly going out together. not that its a bad one of course i love going on dates with my nabi. shes not mine yet but i do want to make her mine tonight if this day decides to be on my side. its been quite a long time since weve known eachother and its quite obvious we have feelings for eachother. i think. i hope? shes been meeting with her best friend and sister this whole week which is why i couldnt see her. but thats okay as we're still texting and calling every night and she should still be able to do things with her girls instead of neglecting them because of a boy. me and the boys have been practicing for our tour anyways and mama awards are coming up pretty soon too. dont tell her but the companys planing for her to perform ballet at mama as a special performance. our dating ,,scandal" has made her pretty famous i must say, even tho i dont know if shes really okay with it. though she says she got used to it. because i get to hear new stories of her meeting engenes everyday.

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,,so where are you bringing me today?"

,,you'll see", she answers and i take her free hand and intertwine our fingers, brushing my finger against her thumb and bringing her hand to my mouth for me to place a kiss on top. she giggles in response, just as i planed.

,,youre so cute for bringing me to the beach my love", because this is the perfect location for what im gonna do.

were talking as usual and catch up on some stuff while eating some brownies she made. i loveeee them because she always gets them so perfectly fluffy inside and crispy on the outside, just like her.

,,jungwon what are you doing", she asks while watching me stand up from our blanket, as the sun is setting and the waves becoming louder, the slightly cold breeze bringing her beautiful, shiny hair into her pretty face.

,,this is very random but just listen to me now", i say as i cough and start singing, nervously.

,,like a butterfly, so pure and free,
you danced your way into my dreams,
with a smile that lit the morning dew,
i found my first love in you.

butterfly, in the summer breeze,
first love's song, carried through the trees,
every touch, a gentle sway,
first love's wings will never fade away.

we wandered through fields of gold,
hand in hand, hearts untold,
in your eyes, the world stood still,
first love's magic, a timeless thrill.

butterfly, in the winter breeze,
first love's song, carried through the trees,
every touch, a gentle sway,
first love's wings will never fade away.

as the seasons change and time goes by,
i'll always remember our butterfly,
the way we danced, the way we cared,
first love's beauty, forever shared.

so fly, my love, on wings of light.
our first love will be my guide,
like a butterfly, forever true,
i'll always carry a part of you."

,,jungwon", nabi responds quietly, i dont let her finish.

,,can i be your boyfriend nabi?", and now shes crying. i sit down next to her again, pulling her into my embrace as i kiss her on top of her head.

,,stop crying dumbass", i say softly, watching her worriedly.

,,i want you to be my boyfriend so bad jungwon. im madly in love with you. the song is beautiful", she replies, giggling but also crying. what do i do now? shes a crying mess because of me.

i want her to stop crying so i take her cheek into the palm of my right hand and lift her head up so i can stare straight into her eyes. i slowly lean in and brush my lips against hers, before passionately kissing her. this is the moment ive been waiting for and i can tell shes feeling the same way by the way shes kissing me back. she grabs my hair and pulls me in closer, so the kiss gets deeper. i smile against her lips and she does the same thing. we stop our little session so we can stare at eachother before she leans in again and i lightly bite her bottom lip. i can officially call her mine now without her glaring at me everytime i say it. im so into it, i even forget every problem i was thinking about before going to the beach with her. she makes me so happy and i can kiss her everytime i want now. i just know were going to last, im going to make it last.