butterfly 𐦍

🩰 stalker?

,,nabi do you want to come join my live?", jungwon suddenly texts me. we're at the dorm right now and its been a few days since that accident happened. its still shocking, but its okay especially since i have jungwon. he hasnt even left my side for a second. im sitting with eunchae, jay and sunghoon in the living room as the others are probably playing video games while their leader is live and cant stop them.

,,this is my beautiful girlfriend guys", jungwon introduces as im walking through the door of his own room, pointing the camera at me. i hope i look good enough to appear in front of millions of engenes.

,,hi engenes, i'm nabi as you may know", i say, smiling brightly. will they even like me?

,,someone said we should kiss", jungwon smirks as he reads a comment.

,,not in front of the camera!", i laugh in response.

,,and if we turn the camera away?", he teases. does he want to embarrass me? im a flustered blushing mess right now.

,,guys send a pink heart if you want us to kiss"

,,jungwon i wont kiss you in front of them", i look at him with a "🤨" face.

,,come on nabiiiii i missed you. engenes want it too look at them spamming", he answers, whincing and pouting afterwards. i just give up and agree.

,,but only for a second.", i warn him as he smiles, showing the camera his beautiful dimples. i take the phone out of his hand and put it on the bed upside down and give him a quick but loving peck on top of his lips.

,,happy now?", he nods happily, taking his phone again. the comments are literally going crazy. im already imagining the twitter posts of engenes freaking out. they wish bruhhh (shes ending engenes delusions)

,,nabi are you still doing ballet?", a comment asks.

,,yes im still active. i havent been going to practice regularly, because theres someone that cant stop clinging onto me everytime he ends work early, but im still doing it. do you guys like ballet?", i ask them back, and this goes on for like half an hour, until jungwon ends the live.

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,,engenes are so cute", i break the comfortable silence after he ended the live, laying next to eachother on his bed.

,,im so happy some of them finally came to their senses and started accepting us. they cant think they'll get with me the entire time of them fangirling. i just have the perfect future wife and they would have to accept that they cant break us up some day.", he speaks, softly like he always does while i admire his pretty face next to me, as hes watching me carefully.

,,youre so cute jungwon!", i scream almost, jumping on him and tickling him as he giggles. then he finally managed to turn himself over me, his necklace hovering over my face making me stop in my tracks. no one is breaking the intense eyecontact and before this can get more intense, i interrupt.

,,i have to go home jungwon its getting late and haewon is waiting for me. I'm sorry baby", i say quietly, still not breaking the eyecontact. he mouths a little "its okay", standing up slowly. when he asks me if he should get me home i decline because i want to get a breath of fresh air and dont want to bother him.

,,text me when you get home okay? i will watch your location. be careful baby", he gives my cheek a peck. overprotective boyfriend mode?

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as im walking home (its just a 10 minute walk) with earbuds blasting my music, i suddenly feel a strong grip on my shoulder making me whince in pain. the person is standing in front of me now and before i can say anything, im feeling nothing but pain in my stomach. whats happening? the only thing i think about for the last time before passing out, is jungwon.

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its been 3 minutes since nabi shouldve been home, but she didnt text me and her location is still on the same spot as 5 minutes ago. im getting anxious because shes not picking up my calls, so i decide to go there to look for her. why is there an ambulance and people panicking? i rush near the ambulance, seeing nothing but blood, and nabis phone on the ground? i immediately recognize it because of the phone charm i gifted her. suddenly im panicking. what happened here? as im seeing someone being rushed into the ambulance i run there, seeing nabi, but covered in blood.

,,what happened?", i yell as a waterfall comes out of my eyes.

,,who are you?", the paramedic asks. i answer her and they tell me to come to the hospital. not really knowing what happened but seeing my lover covered in blood and being rushed to the hospital while paramedics try to keep her alive and breathing is making my heart shatter into a million pieces. still being in shock and not knowing what to do, i deal rikis number, i hope all of them are still at the dorm.

,,jungwon?", riki asks as he picks up the call.

,,riki please tell eunchae to watch haewon. nabi got stabbed and shes being rushed into the hospital now. i dont know what to do", i say, trying to stay calm but shaking everywhere, still crying.

,,what? okay i will tell eunchae. we will be at the hospital in a few. youre going to be okay alright? we will be there with you.", riki tries to calm me down a little.

im currently running with the doctors rushing her into the surgery room.

,,i love you so much baby", is the last thing i can tell her, brushing her cold hand with my thumb softly, before shes gone. as its all sinking in now, i break down on the ground in front of the surgery room door. she doesnt deserve all of this. i wanted to protect her but failed.

while im sobbing to myself on the floor, all of the boys come running to me, including eunchae and haewon.

,,its going to be okay", haewon comes approaching me, also crying and hugging me tightly as i hug her back.

,,im sorry i couldnt protect your sister", i start crying again and now the others start a tight group hug, seperating a few minutes later.

,,she will be okay guys we believe in her right?", jake says, trying to get the mood up a little.

,,jungwon do you think this was your stalker?", sunghoon asks, all of a sudden.