tell the world that i love you (FreenBecky )

It's all an act

The crowd still went wild as Becky got into the van. She smiled and took a small breath. She was so happy seeing how the fans accepting the series. It is a successful for her and her Freen. She sat quietly on the seat and waited for the driver to drive to their hotel. She really in-need of a goodnight sleep.

"What are you smiling about?" Freen asked as she also followed Becky into the van.

"How crazy our fan is." She said without looking at Freen.

Freen laughed. It is true. She loves them too. Because of them she literally became famous person in Thailand.

"I bet they will get more crazy if they know we're just normal friend." Becky said quietly.

"What did you say?" Freen asked. She touched Becky arm making Becky flinched a little.

"Nothing." Becky said and flashed a small smile towards Freen.

Freen somewhat felt annoyed and worried why Becky acted distant whenever they're just the two of them.

Whenever they were in front of the others and audience, Becky could act like they are lovey dovey sister who sharing a really close connection towards each other, like there is nothing could tear them apart, and everytime they were left alone, Becky just find a reason not to be in the same room with her. Sometimes Freen felt sad about Becky's cold personalities.

Freen sighed. She closed her eyes a few seconds and turned her body completely towards Becky.

"Becbec what's wrong?" Becky opened one eye and looked at Freen.

"Huh? What do you mean what's wrong?"

"In the past two weeks, you treated me like nobody, but if we were with our friends and crew and audience, you're just you, I mean, you look like you were care if me and being extremely clingy with me." Becky just sighed.

"I'm just tired P' Freen. I'm sorry okay?"

"Do you mad at me?" Freen asked again.

"Why would I be mad at you Babe?" Becky straightened her body.

"Then you explain why?" Freen grunted.

"Because I'm confused and I don't know how to react Becky."

"I am too." Becky whispered. She sighed and looked at Freen longingly. She swore she wanted to cry. Everything seems to be exhausted to her and she couldn't see straight right now. The woman she truly love are not someone that she could get in the future, not today or forever.

So she just thought why not now she distancing herself from Freen before her feeling get too much. .

"P'freen I-" before she could say something their assistant came in, smilingly.

"So today schedule has been done. Nothing anymore for today." Lin said, checking their schedule in her tab.

Becky say yey softly. "Tomorrow evening you guys will take a flight to go to Hongkong for Fanmeet."

"Becky and Freen, the crowd love you two too much, and with the Fandom of you both, it seems like we are at the top of the world, so congratulations. I have some news from the agency." Lin said.

"Urgh what else they want." Becky said frustrated.

"Listen, the agency wants you guys to act like you guys normally do and avoid any rumour regarding your love life. They said to keep doing what you think is good for your image and never let Freenbecky fans down."

"And they think it would be really a great job if you guys just pretend to be a lover."

"No way." Becky said. Her assistant just shrugged her shoulder.

"Becky, they said just until your tv series and movie being airs and then you guys can date freely." Lin sighed.

"Then uranus and the loyal pin, it took eternity, P'Lin." Becky grunted like a kid.

"It just like usual Becbec, Me and you. Thing won't change. It's not hard just be you like you always have." Freen seriously annoyed right now.

"Unless you hate me or something." Freen murmured but Becky could heard her clearly.

"I don't hate you, I'm just tired P'Freen."

"Tired of what ? Of me?" Freen asked, and she wanted to cried all of the sudden, making becky felt guilty.

"No, not like that." Becky softly caressed Freen's arm.

"Can you leave us alone?" The assistant just nodded.

"I'll tell the driver you guys ready to go." Becky nodded and thanked Lin.

"Pfreen, what do you see us in future?" Freen face showed she didn't understand Becky's words.

"Do you still see us grow together?"

"Yes, and i don't want anyone else to be with me." Freen said confidently.

"How do you frame us to be in the exact situation?"

"We're close to each other. We are each other comfort zone, we're sister." Freen said. Becky just smiled.

'That is my point.'

"Freen, the agency told us to be a lover, and that is include being attached romantically to each other."

"We have to hold hands, hug each other, kiss and do some more, and go to another event, pretending that we are a lover."

"i love doing that with you." freen said.

"Do you think we could stay sister and not develop any romantic feelings towards each other?"

"We can,Becky."

"No we dont." Becky said softly.

"Everyone think the way we acted towards each other are somewhat two girls that crazily in love. We do what couples always do, and sometimes it lead to misunderstanding to most of the people that we known."

"Becky, we talked about this, you have to trust me, trust us. you know how much I care about you?" Becky nodded

"I love you becky, and I'll always wanted you to be a part of my life forever. Nothing can make us apart."

'but Seng can.' becky thought.

"Becky, trust me okay? We can go through all of this easily. 3 years has passed and we still stronger. You and me. We build the trust day by day, loving and taking care of each other, and I wouldn't want anyone else to be here with me." Freen said slowly taking Becky's hand and rubbed it softly.

Becky take a big breath and exhaled heavily. 'You wouldn't understand my love.'

Becky loves Freen, she is in love with Freen, who's not though, the way PFreen always take care about her, supporting her, hugging her spontaneously, the way Freen looking at her. How come she didn't love Freen romantically. She's stupid because she could easily fall for someone, but she doesn't know what to do when Freen flirting with her openly. Her heart just felt butterflies and melted right away.

Even though it's all just an act, it always feel real for her. She felt like she deserved the love that she got. she thought PFreen felt the same way towards her, but then if she don't heard the conversation between agency and PFreen, maybe right now she still can act lovey dovey. For now, all the hope are just a big fake hope.

Pfreen had someone and she must respect PFreen. Even though Freen still didn't tell her, she must have her own reason. Becky willingly waited for Freen to open her mouth.