tell the world that i love you (FreenBecky )

With You, It's enough

Becky was awake, she knew someone walked into her room, but she's pretend to sleep. The person didn't call her out either. So she wait, but then she felt someone sat on the bed. She started to feel anxious.  She closed her eyes very neatly.

The person started to shift very close to her until they were under the same blanket.  She could felt the other's hand on her waist, pulling her close to that person body. And that's when she knows it was Freen. She know Freen's scent. She relieved.

"Thank god it was not some creep." She thought. But then, she remembered today Freen had some shooting for their film. PLin said it's gonna be tiring. 

So why PFreen here? Why she's not resting?

Suddenly, she felt Freen kissed her hair, making her blush for no reason. She tried to calm her heart from racing.

"I miss you so much Beck," Hearing that voice and that kind of words literally making Becky melt. She missed her too. Too much. But she don't know how to show or even tell Freen because she's not someone who know how to talk her heart out.

"Get well soon." Freen said once more. Becky felt Freen pulled her body even more close. This action made Becky teared up. She missed Freen, she missed their communication. She missed their time together. She missed everything about Freen and them.

She know when the times come, they will slowly grow apart. Freen will find someone she loves, spending her time with them, but what about Becky? She can't love anyone else. She already gave her heart to Freen. But Freen is so oblivious. She don't know that. Becky can't unlove her. Her heart are just for Freen. Always for Freen. She have to accept the fact that Freen just think of her as a sister. She have to. Or she might get very hurt in the end.

"Hope you feel better tomorrow." Freen said as she kissed Becky shoulder. That's it.

Becky turned around and hugged Freen tightly. She didn't know that she started to cry. Freen startled.

"Beck?"

"I miss you too PFreen. I miss you so much that I couldn't breath when you're not near. I don't know until when I could do this alone. I miss you PFreen. I'm sorry for my behaving for the past few weeks. I'm sorry for the way I act. I'm sorry for everything PFreen." She was sobbing.

Freen had tears lingering on her eyes, she softly wiped Becky's tears from her eyes and face. She hold Becky's cheek with both her hands and look closely. She couldn't bear seeing how sad Becky right now.

"Hey, nothing to be sorry for, Becbec." Freen smiled. She kissed Becky's forehead.

"Don't cry, hmm?" Freen stroked Becky's hair. Becky still sobbing. She tried to calm herself.

Freen kept on holding Becky in her arm until she make sure that Becky's okay.

"Better?" Freen smiled sweetly towards Becky. Becky nodded. Freen wiped Becky's eyes and face.

"You're such a mess." She chuckled. Becky just pouted.

"Wanna eat something?" Becky shook her head.

"Come on Becbec. I cooked you something. Your favourite." Becky lifted her head to look at Freen. Her eyes still shining with tears. 

"Rice noodle soup?" Freen smiled as she nodding. 

"with fried chicken." Freen added. She then sat up and pulled Becky with her.

Freen placed the food in container in front of Becky. She told Becky to sit down first and she will serve the food. Freen moved her body automatically to find plate and glass like she always know where the utensils were. Seeing that gesture making Becky smiled. She loves it when Freen take care of her.

"Orange juice or water?" Freen asked as she opened the fridge to find the drinks.

"Water just fine."

"Sure?" Freen raised an eyebrow towards Becky.

"Yeah, since my throat are sore right now. It's enough for me."

"Okay." Freen took the water bottle and pour the water into the cup. She put it on the table and serve it to Becky.

They're eating together since Becky doesn't like to eat alone. They talked about this and that and laughed when the others making jokes. Freen was the one who always cracks a joke, making Becky laughed so much.

They are happy in their own way. Richie was watching them interact for a few minutes. He smiled seeing how Freen always know how to put a smile on Becky's face. This past few weeks, Richie can't remember how less laughter escaped his sister mouth. All he saw was Becky being so quiet. All she wanted to do was sleeping and never once she make a conversation with him. That's why he's happy seeing this scenery.

He didn't mean to be a creep, he just wanted to get some water and caught a glimpse of them at the kitchen. Maybe it's not a good idea to disturb them so he slowly made his way to his bedroom.

Becky helped Freen to clean the table and wash the dishes even though Freen warned her not to help. But Becky being Becky sure know how to be so stubborn.

Once they done, Freen forced Becky to take her medicine.

"Yuck, nu-uh. no. They disgusting." Becky said. She closed her mouth with her hands. Shaking her head.

Freen almost giving up but she will win this fight.

"If you didn't take this within 20 seconds, I know what to do Bec, I will put everything about Taylor-" Before she could finish the sentences, Becky took the medicine from her hand and put it in her mouth,
sipping her water and swallow it. Becky
grimaced.

"Done." Becky quickly made her way to her bedroom. Freen laughed.

"What should I do with you." Shaking her head, she followed Becky.

Freen know she should have a really deep conversation with Becky about them, the rumour, their relationship and everything. What the future holds between them. But for now, she wanted to sleep and be with Becky. The conversation can wait. Because right now she have Becky. That's enough.