*Johnnie's POV*
She was begging for sex but then freaked out. Bipolar much?
I get up and follow her. I knock on Angelina's room.
"what?" Wednesday's shaky voice says from directly behind the door. Maybe she's leaning against it
"Wednesday let me talk to you" I suggest
"no, I don't wanna do it anymore!" she says
"we don't have to, just open the door" I say
She opens it and there's tears streaming down her cheeks. "what's wrong?" I ask. I never see her cry but she is right now so someone must make her more upset then almost loosing her virginity..I don't know, confusing.
I come in the room and shut the door so it can be more private.
I have her sit next to me on the edge of the bed. "talk to me girl" I grab my arm around her waist
"I don't wanna" she says
"you can trust me.." I say
"we'll... When I was like 13 and still lived with dad in Scotland. My dad umm... He uh. Sexually abused me, h-he just touched me that's all. He didn't take my virginity through" she cries "what father does that to there fucking kid!?"
I hug her, trying comfort her. I don't even know what to say "I fucking hate guys" she mumbles
"but you love me, right?" I try a little humor cause I know she likes that.
".. Mmhm, I love you" she hugs me back.
"yeah I love me too" I joke. She giggles "I'm kidding. I love you Wednesday" I tell her softly and kiss her forehead. "anytime your really want to give.. Talk.. Anything to me, I'll help you out.. don't ever give up" I say
"thank you Johnnie" she hugs me.
I honestly do love her hugs more then Alex in fact. But "I love her"
"uh?" she ask.
"Alex! I love Alex" okay there.
"oh... Why the fuck do you love her!?" she freaks. Why is she freaking out again? "your suppose to love me!" she shouts
"wait what?" I ask
"what? Never mind, leave me alone!" she stands up but I grab her wrist again and pull her into me, onto my lap.
"do you love me for real or something your just saying right now?" I ask her quietly
Tears start to go down her cheeks. Before she could speak her phone starts to ring
*Wednesday's POV*
"hello" I try my hardest to make myself sound like I'm not crying when I answered my phone. I get off Johnnie's lap and sit next to him
"hey babe" Landin says "about the text earlier. if we're dating, we need to have sex or like you need to please me or something because I'm getting tired of none of it. Just letting you know if you won't do anything with me then I'm gonna have to find another girl" he adds
Wow kinda rude. "oh um.. Give me two weeks, I promise" I say. Why is this being rushed anyways?
"fine two weeks, bye" he hangs up.
I sigh "what?" Johnnie ask me
*Johnnie's POV*
"I don't love you. I'm mistaken or something" She says
why do I hurt? Why do I wanna cry?
A girl has never hurt me before like this, so how is she doing this to me? "okay. I'm fine" I say
"I didn't really ask you if your okay" she says
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Independent (Johnnie Guilbert)
Hayran KurguWednesday Ember Fall, suicidal girl who just wants to be happy but doesn't know how to treat her friend, the only one who could really save her from herself. Johnnie Guilbert. He's annoying but she loves him with everything....... Okay so Just to sh...
