Chapter 24: You'll Be Okay
**Wednesday's POV**
I open the apartment door again. I'm not very upset that I broke up with Landin, I'm just mad that he lied to me.
Fuck, now I have to face Johnnie.
"Wednesday!" Angelina shouts and comes up to me
Oh no did Johnnie and Bryan tell her?! "yeah..?" I ask
"I'm moving to Minnesota" she says
"what why?!" I ask
"I don't know, I just wanna move in with my grandma" she explains
"really?" I feel even more upset "your leaving without me?" my voice cracks, I really wanna cry now
"I'm sorry" she hugs me "I'm leaving tomorrow morning" she says.
"what? W-hy a-re you telling m-me now!?" I break down crying.
"no don't cry. I didn't want you to try to convince me to not go. I really want to see some of my family" she says
I can't hold her back from that then "alright f-fine" I can't help but continue to leave "I can't promise I will be able to phone you a lot, because of the stupid phone plan and shit" she says
Wow doesn't make anything better. I start to cry heavily "I-I will m-miss y-you" I stutter and I begin to hyperventilate.
"Wednesday calm down" she hugs me
"I-I c-c-can't" I hold her tight
"Johnnie!" she yells for him.
He comes down the stairs "what's wrong wens" he sounds concern.
"she's like hyperventilating" Angelina answers him
"come here" he pulls me into his arms
"I don't know how to stop her" Angelina says
"me neither.." Johnnie says. He hugs me and I hold tight onto his shirt "I'm gonna take her to my room" Johnnie adds "common" he tells me, leading me to his room.
He shuts the door behind us. "shh Wednesday" he rubs my back "whatever it is, it's okay" he reassures me
"Ang-Angelina is leaving" I try to explain to him
"yeah, I know.." he says
"how long d-did you know?"
"for a week now" he says. How come no one told me me?
"what am I gonna do?" I ask. I stop hyperventilating. Johnnie calms me. Everything about him I just like a little.
"you'll stay here with me and Bryan" he says
I hug him more lovingly and hide my face in his chest "thank you" I mumble
He kisses the top of my head "you'll be okay, I promise"
"and if that promise breaks?" I ask
"if it's breaks then I will do everything possible to make it better again, i don't want to see you hurt" he tells me
-later-
I sit down on the tile floor against the sink in the washroom of Johnnie's room.
I cut my pale skin with the cold blade over again some scars. I cut deep for the blood trails down the sides of my arms onto the floor
I'm fucking mental. Im scared that I will kill myself if I can't deal with my own problems without Angelina. I need her. I don't know if Johnnie can take place of her.
Another cut just means another sin someone has against me.
A few more cuts and a knock at the door makes me jump a little. "Hold on!" my voice sounds shaky.
I stand up and clean the floor and wash my arm. "it's Bryan. Johnnie told me to get his hairspray, can you maybe just hand it to me?" Bryan ask
I cover my arm with my sleeve. I open the door with Johnnie's hairspray in hand. "here" I hand it over to him
"what's that?" Bryan ask as he takes the can
"what's what?" I ask
"why is your sleeve wet a bit?" he ask
"oh, I must've gotten water on it" I nervously laugh
He sets the hairspray can down and grabs my wrist. I wince because of how close he was on touching a scar. "Bryan stop!" before I could stop him he moves my sleeve up and he gasp
"oh my gosh Wednesday!" I never though Bryan would see these. "these are deep, I could've found you laying in the floor or something" He sounds concern like Johnnie did when he was trying to help me stop hyperventilating earlier.
He pulls me to the sink and puts my arm under warm water "please don't tell Johnnie or Angelina" I beg Bryan
".. I won't.. These better things to do then hurt yourself.. I literally help lots of people cope with this, why didn't you come to talk to me or Johnnie?" he ask
"I don't know.. Johnnie helps?" I ask
"yeah, his videos.. He takes about self harm and stuff, and on his twitter" he explains
"oh" I probably sound dumb-founded.
"yeah... Please don't do this again" he finds gauze and wraps it around my arm.
"I won't" I can't promise.
"there done" he says.
"thanks" I look down at the floor. "I feel stupid" I say
"hey Have Some Composure, Where Is Your Posture?" he says. Wow he quotes too
I sigh "okay" I lie
"seriously, be calm. Stand straight" he holds me by my shoulders.
I look at him and I can't help by smile. I hug him "thanks you derp"
"no problem you pipe blower" he jokes
I chuckle. Pipe blower means someone who plays bagpipes in Scottish.
I pull away from our hug.
He kisses my forehead (just a respectful/friendly kinda kiss) "You'll Be Okay" he says. That's exactly what Johnnie told me.
Bryan turns around and grabs the hairspray then walks out.
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