**Johnnie's POV**
"wait Alex, I need to talk to Wednesday" I try to make Alex stop kissing me
"why?" she kisses my neck. This does feel good. I like it better when Wednesday does it.
"cause I don't want her to cut or something, she seems hurt" I explain
"who cares? Talk to her later or something" she says.
"no now" I push Alex off of my lap, onto the couch
"excuse me. I'm your girlfriend, I come first!" Alex follows me to Wednesday's room.
I turn, stop walking and face alex to scold her. "no, I decide what comes first! Alex sometimes you annoy me to a point where I just wanna scream! Wednesday comes first on my list, then Bryan, family and YouTube! But you, I don't even know! Me and you are breaking up, go find some other guy to boss!" I yell. Okay maybe I scolded her a bit more then I should have
"we are not breaking up Johnnie! I love you!" she yells back
"I don't feel the same towards you. I like Wednesday" holy shit! What?
Alex starts yells at me, telling me things that I don't care for and why I should like her back. I'm ignoring her and thoughts about Wednesday fills my mind.
Why the fuck do I like Wednesday? She complains a lot, she blackmails me. But she's hot, she can be nice. Why am I attracted to her though... She different though, Completely Different..
"Johnnie!" Alex slaps me
"what the fuck Alex!?" I yell
"listen to me you asshole!" she shouts
"no Alex! Get out! We're done!" I say.
"but Johnnie babe" she tears up. Now i feel bad. "don't leave me for her, I've known you longer" she adds
"I-I'm sorry Alex. Please leave" I say
She sighs "I'm sorry we didn't work out" I add
"shut up" she passes me leaving the apartment.
I sigh myself and knock at Wednesday's door.
**Wednesday's POV**
"go away please!" I say loud enough for the person behind the door to hear.
"it's Johnnie!" he says back
"I don't care!" I tell him
I'm not cutting but I'm on the verge to. I'm trying to stay strong but I'm all shaky.
"open the door. I wanna talk to you!" he explains.
I get up out of bed and unlock the door "have you been crying?" he asked me
"no" I lie
He comes into my room and shuts my door. I just go back and lay under my covers.
"mind if I lay with you?" Johnnie questions me
"please don't" I quietly say.
Johnnie comes and lays under the blanket, facing me. "I told you no"
"I know you like me" he says
"nah uh" I lie
"yeah uh. Bryan told me" he says
"what!? I thought Bryan wouldn't say anything" I hide my face under the blanket.
**Johnnie's POV**
"just kidding, Bryan didn't tell me anything but now I know.. Let me see your face" I say
She pulls the blanket down from her face. "I like you too" I mumble
Her cheeks get really red "be quiet Johnnie. I don't like you" She lies
"I already know you do. Wednesday, I really like you. I broke everything off with Alex, you make me feel better then her. You might be a bitch sometimes but will you be my girlfriend?" I ask
"no" she simply says
"why not? 26 chapters in and were still not, common the people will get bored" I whine
"what?" she question, very confused
"uh?" I ask
"whatever.. I'm still not gonna date you" she says
"is there anything I could do to convince you to give me a chance?" I ask
"no. You don't wanna date me. Your just confused or something" she sits up and leans against the headboard. I sit right next to her
"I'm not confused. I do like you Wednesday" I explain to her
I lean to her and kiss her "be my girlfriend, yes or no?" I ask. She doesn't answer me so I just kiss her once again. She doesn't push me away, she just sits there. "kiss me back Wednesday" I mumble. This time both our lips move in sync.
She doesn't try to put her tongue way down my throat like Alex did. Thats why I like mine and Wednesday's kisses
Our kiss becomes more heated. She pulls my shirt off. She starts to scoot down so she's laying and I get on top of her. I start to pull her shirt off too.
"wait Johnnie. if this is gonna happen, you need to get a condom" she interrupts our kiss
"yeah, your right. Be right back" I say. I'm not about to get Wednesday pregnant.
I get up out of the bed, I open the door and go to my room. I look through my nightstand but I find none. Uh oh.
I leave my bedroom and go to Bryan's. I open his door, he's sleeping. I quietly go to his nightstand and grab one.
Bryan owns condoms for making videos funny and stuff. He's a virgin though.
I go back to Wednesday's room and lock the door behind me. Wednesday she's still sitting on the bed, her knees are up to her chest and she's hiding her face in them.
"what's wrong?" I sit next to her. I gently touch her back. She's not wearing a shirt just her bra.
"nothing" she looks up at me.
"then why do you look sad?" I ask
She flattens her legs on the bed and shows me her stomach. She shows me a few new cuts and they looked like she did them a while ago.
"woah, are you trying to kill yourself?" I ask
"no, you have it all wrong! I don't cut myself because I'm trying to kill myself. I cut because I'm fighting so fucking hard to stay alive" she explains
"..oh"
She sighs "do you have a condom or what?" she ask
"yeah, but I don't know if I wanna do anything with you. You'd probably end up crying in the middle or something" I tell her
She sighs once more. She leans her head on my shoulder "if you be my girlfriend, I will always be there for you, I won't ever let you down" I tell her
She looks up at me and kisses my lips. I kiss her back "yeah I'll be your girlfriend but you have to promise me you won't let me down" she says
"I promise, I won't ever let you down" I promise her.
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Independent (Johnnie Guilbert)
FanfikceWednesday Ember Fall, suicidal girl who just wants to be happy but doesn't know how to treat her friend, the only one who could really save her from herself. Johnnie Guilbert. He's annoying but she loves him with everything....... Okay so Just to sh...
