The Transcendental: The Church Project

Accountability, Transmutation, and Rebirth

March 30, 2024

So, I haven't written in days, and it's not in observation of lent. I just didn't think I have something to write that is lent-related that I have not already written before like there was the fasting and discipline, the opportunity for spiritual growth that the lent period opens up to people of Christian faith. What I've been doing is a pick-up-an-old-project and try-and-start-a-new-project type of thing for the eclipse season and the retrograde weather.

Just as a side note, before I go into the assignment, I am planning to get a nine to five graveyard shift thing, and I know how spiritual people are like: Oh, keep your plans to yourself. Don't speak a word about it to another soul. And it's because there's this belief that people might send out energy to kind of jinx it. But I am still saying it 'cause I've already had a lot of plans that didn't go quite as planned or that I didn't see come to fruition because of something unforeseen, and my personal belief is that when something doesn't go as planned or it doesn't really go, it doesn't happen, it's divine intervention or what I saw written on the back of a vehicle which is 'divine detour: when God messes up your plan'.

So, that's like two ways of viewing messed up plans: one is with this kind of paranoia and the other one is what I find more spiritual or divinity-aligned. And obviously, I would recommend the latter. But I think I owe this to the transmutation work that I did to deal with my anxiety and paranoia - not clinical but to do with the ascension process.

I think it is understandable for people to have this anxious and paranoid approach to manifesting or planning related to manifesting their desires where they think somebody could jinx it. And it may be that they have experience where somebody actually wished that they don't get what they want and then actually didn't get it or there's no such thing, it's just that the concept had been passed on and they ended up considering the probability of that happening. And then, they don't get what they wanted and they're like maybe somebody jinxed it. But seeing it from a causality perspective, people might just find that something turned out this way because of something they did. Or well, from a divine detour/intervention perspective, it's gonna happen but not as you had it initially projected or as you initially wanted it to happen. Certain things have to happen before you see the plan come to fruition. Or it's not really gonna happen because that's how the divine keeps you out of something not good for you. But some people really push it and then they get it but then the thing happens and then they realize why they experienced divine detour. Then there's gonna be redirection but this time, the person already knows better. There will be no resistance, just working with the divine.

I have yet to get a confirmation from the Source about the nine to five.

Anyway, the assignment is about transmutation. Converting something not healthy to healthy, something not working or serving your good to spiritual growth. It's gonna be about transmuting anxiety and paranoia into things like confidence, authenticity, courage, and autonomy. Non-spiritual to spiritual. Anxiety and paranoia are spiritual diseases and we heal them by transmuting them, and properly. By properly, in ways that people actually achieve the desired result and not just to exacerbate the problem.

It would be hard to treat anxiety and paranoia in a spiritual way if you are gonna think of it as a clinical disease or something clinically diagnosed/diagnosed with clinical tools. So, the approach would be more of looking at it from a social or community lens, the way people are interacting with one another, their relationships. We approach it in terms of community health. We look at it from the broader/community perspective instead of from a mental health perspective. Why do we do this? Because the community is like this pool or body of water that is the source of people's drinking water. The community is the well or the source. And logically, if people were to source their water from impure pools, people are gonna get sick from that. So, with spirituality, we either direct people to water source that won't make them sick or we treat water sources/offer water treatment services like filtration.