Antirrhinum [Y!Ennead x Gn!Reader]

Chapter I

From my earliest memories the only thing I could remember was being in the hospital. I was always sick and it was the same even when I died. But now, as I begin my new life, I can't see anything in sight.

Just surrounded by black liquid as I try to crawl my way out. I always found solace in painting and reading during my life in the hospital but now I don't even have any of that and am now just stuck in this painful afterlife.

Well, I guess it is a fitting afterlife pain, torture and never ending. Perfect for someone like me, someone who always troubled and worried their family, someone who was always weak, someone who was useless.

I continued on, both my skin and flesh felt as if it was being burnt slowly and painfully. The black liquid absorbed all the light, if there were even any, around the area I was in. Leaving me in a depressing and dark place.

I have already forgotten how long I have been here. Is my family okay? What about my siblings? I promised them I would get better and go with them to the playground one day..

As those thoughts danced around my mind I was suddenly enveloped in a blinding light, I quickly shut my eyes from the brightness. It felt warm, not like the burning sensation I felt, but something gentle and calm.

When the intensity of the light surrounding me had dissipated I slowly reopened my eyes and was greeted with the sight of a huge golden boat. I couldn't believe my eyes as I gawked at the size of the boat. It looked familiar to the depictions of Mesektet I once read about in an Egyptian mythology book I had once read about. Suddenly I heard a booming voice and my hands moved to cover my ears.

"Now, who is this?"

I looked up to the source of the voice and was met with a woman standing on the edge of the boat, gazing down at me with pure curiosity, her golden eyes piercing through me. I felt a sense of familiarity with her despite me not remembering having actually met her before.

The woman was tall and muscular, she had warm brown skin and long dark hair that flowed in the wind behind her. She was covered in gold at different parts of her body and she looked just like how the royalty would look in storybooks. That's when it clicked.

This woman was Ra, Sun God Ra. From Ennead. That book I read before dying..

"Well this is interesting." I was snapped out of my thoughts by Ra's voice and saw her holding my face and looking at me. As if on impulse, I tried to push her away but when I did, wings suddenly came into my view and moved in the same direction my hands did. But despite this, Ra didn't budge and seemed to become more curious but I could see a sliver of mischief in her eyes as her eyes travelled down from my face to my body and then I realised I was naked.

I felt my face heat up as I moved my hand to cover myself and the wings did the same, moving to cover my whole body and that was when I could see them more clearly. The wings were white and feathery, it felt nice and soft.

"Aw, how adorable. You don't seem to be a human and also coming from the river of chaos, how.. Interesting."

I looked back up at her after having looked down in embarrassment. I could see a light tint of red on her cheeks but it quickly went away afterwards and her smile widened. And she wrapped her arms around me, causing my body to flinch at the sudden and unexpected gesture, trapping me in a tight hug and she whispered into my ear,

"What's with the silence? Not a talkative one are you?"

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It's been a few days since I seemingly reincarnated into the world of Ennead, a book I read before I died. I was so generously given the title of "The Moon God" by Sun God Ra. She has been having me stay at one of her temples because I haven't had a temple built in my name so she's helping me with building one.

I know I shouldn't really be having her do so many things which she probably counts as favours and is most definitely going to use them against me in the future. But what can I do? I had just somehow and painfully birthed myself from the river of chaos and now have nowhere else to go unless I wanted to go back to the darkness I came from but I would much rather not. Just thinking about it gives me shivers.

The last time I saw her was before she left the temple today, telling me she has something to finish before abruptly leaving.

"Well, I don't think she'll be back in some time so maybe I can go and explore." I thought to myself and quickly stood up, thrilled by the idea of being able to see more of this world even if it was only the inside of a temple and almost tripping on my dress while doing so. Ra had ordered someone, who I think is maybe a servant who weirdly looked similar to Ra herself , to give me a dress to wear after having 'forgotten' to get me something to wear so now I have to wear a last minute made dress.. So you could imagine my face when I was shown the dress.

So I gingerly walked my way towards the door, careful in trying not to slip until I passed by a mirror on my way. I glanced into it and saw my reflection which made my jaw drop. It was an entirely different person! No kidding!

Long white coloured hair and white coloured eyes..

"Well this is.. Surprising.. Wait but why do I look kinda-" I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Ra's voice again and looked away from the mirror, instinctively stepping away from the door and the mirror. I don't know why but my body has been having these strange reactions whenever I hear Ra or whenever she does something random that I didn't think she would do.

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[Ello! So how was the first chapter? I'm pretty triggered because Ra feels SO ooc like oml (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠).]

[If you guys have any tips or advice for writing the Ennead characters into this pls tell me!!!]

[Also should I actually make this a yandere? I'm really unsure so imma ask you guys.]