A dinner with BTS.

News and goodbyes.

The inevitable had come, and Na-young would have to travel to the US. It was a very emotional week for J Hope and her. She took a week off to say goodbye to her family, friends, and lover.

She traveled to Ansan to say goodbye to her family. It was emotional, but she told them not to worry because she would visit them whenever possible. Her brothers had a goodbye party with friends, and they cried and had fun.

When she came back, it was Hoseok time. Her heart was broken. She tried not to fall for him, but it was impossible. He is the most loveable person she has ever met. The talks, the meals, the sex, the time they spent together, everything was just perfect. He worked at his studio that week, and she spent time there with him. They sang, danced, ate a lot, and made love on his sofa.

"I have to work." He said while she was kissing his body, going down on him one more time.

"I know. But I want you every second, and I want to imprint your smell on my cells."

"I don't want to lose you." His head was thrown back, and his mouth was opened in pleasurable agony. She didn't obey him and kept savoring his body.

She didn't want to lose him too. But they were in different stages of their lives. He was a successful artist, and she was trying to make her name in dance. In the United States, the opportunities would be much more significant. She got some contacts to dance in some Broadway acts. The companies were looking forward to meeting her in person, and they already had parts for her, apart from the concerts booked for several months ahead.

Maybe in a not-so-far future, she could return, and she wouldn't ask him to wait for her. But she believes that fire would rekindle whenever they see one another.

They made love intensely. J Hope couldn't imagine that was the last time he would feel her, have her entirely for him. The kisses, the hugs, the touches, everything was intensified. He was smoothly inside of her. He didn't want to let it go, but the climax came for both, and they did it together for the first and last time.

Naked, sweaty, tired bodies on the couch. Everything was ready for departure at night, except for their minds and hearts. She knew she would cry, and she started during the shower. She hugged him and cried, sobbing out on his chest. He cried, too. And it was painful to get ready to go to the airport.

He wouldn't be alone; V and Jimin also went to the airport to support him. Some of her friends went, too, and they were extremely surprised when they saw her with three BTS members and some security guards. They had been secretly together for over a year, and they were very good at that. She hugged everyone and shared the last tear with her lover, making him promise to move on and be happy with their fantastic experience together. And she promised to be forever his army.

As good friends, Jimin and V took J Hope to drink that night to minimize the pain.

"Oh my God, I'm living a soap opera, and the end was sad." Said J Hope.

"She told you to focus on the good experiences, try not to suffer thinking about the 'ifs.'" Said V.

"She is not leaving you because she doesn't love you anymore; she is leaving because of life circumstances. She was going there before knowing you; I can't imagine how hard it was to go after meeting you." Said Jimin.

"Damn it. Why did I fall for her so hard? I knew she would go. I knew she wouldn't give up her life for me. But why not? I had a sparkle of hope that she could choose me and stay. We were so perfect together. Our schedules were always messy, but we were together whenever we could. Fuck, it was so good when we were together. Should I have asked her to marry me?"