Focus On Me.

revealed.

I woke up..dizzy,i open my eyes and..condoms were on the floor and our clothes were tossed from the bed to the door. Oh my god,what did we do..i get up slowly and i look at Leo,he was naked..like..completely naked as i lean to wake him up i feel the need to vomit and i run to the bathroom and throw up in the toilet.. Leo gets up and i can hear him roaming around the room to find some clothes and then comes in the bathroom.
Leo: What the hell..Erik.
Erik: What did we do??..
Leo: We took it too far..and put these on. He hands me some clothes and i get up,starting to get dressed.
Erik: did we..do it?
Leo: .. unfortunately,i didn't mean for it to go so far.
Erik: does that mean you're in love with me now? a smile popped up on my face while his went down.
Leo: no,Erik. It happened because of the exaggerated alcohol we had,no,i don't love you. Excuse me but ive got to go to work now..im kinda late, do you mind cleaning up a bit?
Erik: oh..um, no i dont..mind.
Leo: see you,be safe please and dont hesitate to call me if u need me.
Leo leaves and im all alone,i sit on the edge of the bed just thinking about what happened last night and while i take my eyes out of the ground..they lay onto a mirror that was in the room..my neck was..marked. I got marked by Leo,my whole neck was full of hickeys oh my god i feel so embarrassed about it..i shake the feeling of and start cleaning up the room..it was so trashed,condoms everywhere..lube as well..his underwear, my underwear!
Leo's pov
Gosh what did i do to him last night..his neck was full of marks and i didnt let him know right when i saw it..im sure he enjoyed every moment of it but it was just because of the alcohol we had. Work goes on pretty smoothly and i take a break after a few hours of training and fighting,i get out of the building and go smoke a cig next to my parked car,i just smoke it and think ab how we eneded up in such situation..but i dont love him, i dont have any feelings for Erik. Im zoned out and a few minutes pass by and im still in my own world till everything collapses while i feel a person behind me,reaching in and covering my mouth with some cloth that had some..something on it,it made me instantly dizzy and i lose consciousness and fall into this persons arm.
I woke up in an apartment..hands cuffed behind my back and i can make up this person thats right next to me..its..Ethan? what the fuck,what does he want.
Leo: Gosh..my head. Ethan,what the fuck is wrong with you,let me go! I say while moving around a lot.
Ethan: you fucker..because of you,Erik doesnt love me anymore..its all your fucking fault.
Leo: Man,he never loved you,you weren't his boyfriend..you were js his roommate. NOW LET ME LEAVE.
Ethan pulls out a gun.
Ethan: Listen to me,prick,i will shoot your fucking brains out if you dont stay the fuck away from Erik.
Ethan points the gun to my head.
Leo: shoot me,cmon,fucking kill me. I am not giving up on Erik so take my life,Ethan.
Ethan: IVE GOT A FUCKING GUN TO YOUR HEAD, DO YOU THINK IM JOKING AROUND YOU FUCKING DUMBASS.
Ethan grabs me by my tshirt,making me look him right in the eyes.
Leo: shoot. me.
Ethan: you know what,give me your hand.
Leo: its cuffed behind my back,smartass.
I turn my back and he begans to uncuff me,grabbing my hand.
Ethan: im gonna make Erik hate you forever.
Ethan places the gun into my hand,forcefully pointing it towards himself.
Leo: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING.
I try to resist but the substances that got to my head make me dizzy and very weak..
Ethan: hes going to fucking hate you! ill make it look like you tried to fucking kill me.
Leo: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YO-
The trigger was pulled. Ethan was in front of me with a bleeding arm,i get out of his apartment and try to make my way back to my workplace..so I can call the police on him.
I get to my workplace and..i dont call the police,i dont wanna get arrested..so i just end up going home.
Eriks pov
Its kinda late..where is Leo at,whats he doing being so late? hes never late from work..i hear the key turn into the door and i sprint to it,knowing itll be Leo.
Leo: Hey Erik.
Erik: Hiii,what happened are you alright? Why were you late??
Leo: ..nothing
He walks past me..his shirt was covered in something..red? what did he do,did he hurt one of his colleagues..hm. Few minutes pass by and our apartment is surrounded by police cars..
Erik: Leo..why are there so many police cars outside our door?? I panic.
Leo: ..
police: POLICE DEPARTMENT,OPEN UP!
I go open the door.
police: GUYS LOOK,THERE HE IS! EXCUSE ME SIR. The group passes by me and aggressively arrest Leo.
Erik: WHAT DID YOU DO,WHY ARE THEY TAKING YOU?? tears fill my eyes and i can feel my heart galloping.
Leo: i didnt do shit. Ethan did everything.
Police takes Leo as Erik watches in disbelief. Outside..there was an ambulance with its doors wide open,Ethan was inside..bleeding and getting care from the medics. Oh my god he was bleeding a lot..what could've happened? i sprint to Ethan.
Ethan: oh Erik..he shot me..he wanted to kill me. Ethan fakes a cry while Erik is in pure shock.
Erik: Leo..tried to kill you? I grab onto Ethans hand.
Ethan: yes..it was horrible.
Ethan was taken to a hospital and Leo was interrogated..they found him guilty,apparently but of course he is going to be able to bail his way out in less than two days. The next day.
I slept in the hospital..in the same room as Ethan to make sure he was alright..he was already up when i woke up.
Ethan: im fine,ill be able to go home today..even if i was shot,they said it wasnt that bad and itll be hurting for a quiet while but nothing more than that.
Erik: thanks god youre fine..oh my god.
We talk a while and i walk him to his apartment then i go over to..Leos place to pack my bags, and of course Leo shows up because he already payed to be let free.
Leo: Erik please believe me,i didn't try to kill him!
Erik: so how did he get shot then?? do you think im fucking stupid,stop talking to me.
Leo: I DIDNT DO SHIT. YOU CANT LEAVE ME,PLEASE ERIK.. He grabs onto my shirt. PLEASE.
whats up with this guy? hes never been so agitated..
Erik: why are you so panicked all of a sudden, you never acted like you care so why do that now,huh?? I zip the last bag.
Leo: BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU,ERIK,I LOVE YOU!
I pause for a moment. He..loves me?..no way,thats just manipulative behavior..he doesnt love me.
Erik: no you fucking dont,stop acting.
Leo pulls on my shirt.
Leo: I DO LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU A LOT PLEASE BELIEVE IT,I DIDNT DO ANYTHING ERIK DONT DO THIS.
I say nothing but leave the apartment, going to Ethans place.
Leos pov
I cant believe he..he didnt take my words..he didn't wanna believe i love him..gosh I probably sounded like a fucking weirdo, like a desperate..obsessed psycho. But its true,i love Erik,i love him since we saw each other but i decided to deny my feelings for him..because everyone did me dirty..like he just did now and so again,i was right ab it. I open up three bottles of alcohol and drink them in just some minutes..i began to cry and drink all night long.