My Savior (Twilight Fanfic Carlisle x reader)

What the Hell

I sighed as I walked through the halls of work. I kept trying to distract myself. Why? Jamie Kepler. Everywhere I went, she was there, watching me. I sighed, my hands were shaking uncontrollably. I closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths. I leaned against a wall. I wanted to cry. She wouldn't stop, the following, the looks. I just wanted it to go away.

"Hey (Y/N)." I looked up. Jamie, great.

"H-hey Jamie." I struggled to keep my voice from shaking. I looked into Jamie's eyes. I could see hate.

"You should watch you back. Wouldn't want anyone to find out your big secret. I'm sure your dad would be appalled. He'd probably disown you. As for Bella, I don't know how she'd react. Especially if she knew that little secret."

I looked at her. "I have no clue what your talking about." I was on the verge of crying.

"Fine. Listen carefully. You'll regret ever coming back here." She whispered before standing up straight and smirking. She walked off. I sat there for what felt like hours. It was as if I was paralyzed.

"(Y/N)? Are you okay?" Carlisle's voice pulled me back to reality.

"Y-yeah. Just...just thinking." No matter how hard I tried, my voice shook. Before I could blink back any tears, he pulled me into a hug. No matter how many times I told myself no to cry, my body betrayed me. I found myself clinging onto him and crying my eyes out. After my crying fest, I felt like shit. I thanked him and before he walked off, he kissed me. The rest of my shift sucked. I was happy when I could finally get into my Impala and leave.

I arrived home late. I didn't want to cook so I went out and got some (fave. food). I walked into my house. Something felt off. I looked around. I saw nothing out of place and thought my paranoia was getting to me. I changed into my pajamas and went to the kitchen. I grabbed my favourite ice cream. I curled up on the couch and watched a movie. Halfway through the movie, I began to get paranoid again.it was a funny feeling that I couldn't shake. I quickly put the ice cream back in the freezer. I decided to grab a paintball gun then, my phone rang. Bella.

"Hello?"

"(Y/N)," Bella spoke, "go online and Google yourself."

"Bella what's going on?" I asked, my voice shaking.

"Just do it."

I quickly got onto my laptop and googled myself. My hands shook at what I saw. Every high school secret, everything I tried to run away from was online.

"B-Bella, wh-who did this?" I asked.

"I don't know, but what the hell is it?!" She snapped. I flinched at her tone.

"Bella, let me explain."

"No need. Some shitty sister you are." Bella growled before hanging up. I felt my body get heavier. I collapsed to the ground and dropped my phone. My breaths became uneven and shaky. What did I do? What the hell? Why? My phone beeped and pulled my to reality. A text.

'Now everyone knows. Do us all a favor. Kill yourself or I will.' -Unknown number.

I choked back a sob and whimpered. All I need is someone. Someone who cares. Please, save me from all of this.