THE TROUBLED SISTER ~Cassie sturniolo

9 mention of sa and drinking

"ANSWER MY QUESTION" Chris shouts "calm down" says Matt "NO" he snaps "fine if you really want to know they came from the party" I said with tears dropping down my face. "WDYM the party Cassie you have to tell us " I GOT RAPED". There jaws drop I run up to my bedroom locking the door and running into the bathroom in my bedroom locking the door so they can't come after me. Flash backs run thrigh my head. I grab my lighter and run it down my thigh I was wincing and crying everytime but it felt better before I new it my thigh was all burnt .

I pulled my sweat pants up and sat on my bed my thighs still hurting I lay down my thighs stinging my pulse raising my neck sweating my leg shaking . I don't know what to do I put my head in my hands I was in the corner of my room sobbing I think Matt heard beacuse he tried the door handle then he was picking the lock.
Then he grabbed me and held me tight in his arms saying "breathe" in a calm and gentle tone I think Nick and Chris were still downstairs.

                             Fast forward

The Panik attack was over and Matt convinced me to come down stairs as I was walking down holding hands with Matt (don't make it weird siblings do that) Nick jumped up of the couch and hugged me it was a meaningful hug and after that Chris hugged he this was a long hug I always felt safe with Chris I was closer with him that Justin Matt and Nick but I love them all the same
"Let's have a movie night" Matt and Nick say while grabbing the blankets I lay down and out my head on Chris lap and my feet and legs on Matt and nicks I could feel Chris playing with my hair then I fell asleep

                             Dream

I was at the party again sweater weather was playing along with some other songs and that's when I felt it the guy grabbing me "no stop" I mumbled
He locked the door I was trembling as he pinned my shoulders down slamming me onto the bed "I started crying in my sleep" "please get off Please I whimper" I wake up to someone shaking my arm.

                         Out of dream

I wake up to see Chris looking down at me " cass you alright" I put my head back down and smile "I think so" I started crying I hug him then fall back to sleep

                        Fast forward

I woke up and checked the time on my phone it was 12:13pm I didn't have a good sleep I walked downstairs to get a drink and then I see Chris "morning" I say in a very sleepy voice "hi sleepy head did you have a nic-" he was cut off by the doorbell ringing "CASS SOMEONE FOR U" I get to the door my heart skips a beat my palms get sweat tears flood my face "hi Cassie " the boy said "NO NO NO" I start loosing my breath "cas what's wrong " Chris says " it's him from the party the one who raped me " I screamed Nick came and grabbed me so I didn't try and run away Chris pushed the boy away and slammed the door . Nick held me his arms while I was crying

                       Nicks pov

I feel so so bad for Cassie shes already been through so much and now this and how dare he come back here after what he did to cass, I hear her breathing slow back down "it's alright" I say reasurring her she will be okay
"When's Matt coming home" I ask Chris beacuse ik Matt will be able to help her the most "in about 10 mins"  says Chris smiling at cass . I took her upstairs and put her in her bed and told her Matt will be with her soon and she will be okay.

                            Cassie's pov

I can't do this without Matt I need him

                            Matts pov

I get back to see Nick and Chris staring at me. "What's wrong" they tell me every thing I feel so bad for Cassie I go upstairs and hug her and tell her we can all have sleepover tonight making sure she doesn't feel alone