THE TROUBLED SISTER ~Cassie sturniolo

#5 the day every thing goes wrong TW SH

I wake up its 10am I lie in bed for a few mins before getting up as I was getting up I stretched my arm wincing at the pain .I went to my closet and grabbed sweat pants and a long sleeve crop top.
I was doing my makeup when nick came in "hi we are going out to eat today do you want to come" "uhm yh sure why not" "okay we will shout you when we leave" he said as he walked out of the room. Im not that happy about eating in public but if I sit next to Chris he always makes me laugh so that makes me feel better.

I walked downstairs to get a apple and I saw matt "hi cassie" "hi matt" "what time are we leaving to eat" "about 4:30" "okay" I walked upstairs and lay on my bed watching tiktok I decided to post on Instagram again

"Ew"
"Disgusting"
"What is that"
"😂😂"

The thoughts were already running through my head  "just one more then were done" "you deserve it" I was zoned out then I heard someone snap there finger "Cass..cass.. CASS" it was matt "yes" "we're just going to target we will be about 20 mins" "okay bye"

I tried to put myself of from sh but I failed, I walked into the bathroomroom "3.. 4..5..6..7" at this point tears were rolling down my face I felt like the world was ending. I walked back into my room and put a sweatshirt on

                          Time skip

It was 4:00 I started getting ready I put on a long sleeve black dress and a jacket on top I wore my white converse as well. I did my makeup. I checked the time 4:27 "Cass come one were leaving" I couldn't tell who it was beacuse my door was shut "k coming" I shouted walking out of my room.

We got there and it was packed I ended up sitting next to chris and we both got pasta and nick and matt got pizza. As I was eating my arms started stinging a little and I thought every one was staring at me but it was just my social anxiety. I started biting my nails "you good"? Matt asked me looking at me " oh yh I just had a broken nail" I said taking my fingers out of my mouth and getting a drink

                            Time skip

It was around 8pm and I was in PJ bottoms and a long sleeve top when my door opened slowly it was Chris " we're all having a movie night are you coming to join us" "yh sure I'll be down in one minute" I walked downstairs " so what are we watching" "Rapunzel" they all say at the same time "I go sit down next to Chris and matt and nick accros from me. We finish the movie and as I'm walking upstairs I feel Chris grab me and start tickling me but he tickled my arm " AHH OUCH STOP" all off them were looking at me. I tried running but it was no use "you have been acting strange about your arm for days now " matt says "Chris pinned my arm up and moved the sleve down revealing my arms that were cut to shreds. They were all shocked I knew it they were going to be mad I ran upstairs leaving my bedroom door open I heard footsteps coming upstairs .

It was matt. He didn't even say anything he just sat down on my bed and hugged me it was a long hug and I soaked his shirt in my tears. Nick came up and gave me a hug and told me everything will be okay. Then Chris just hugged me I could feel that he was crying because of the snuffles I heard every few mins

                            Matt's pov

The poor girl I could see she was exhausted "you can sleep in my room tonight " I say while looking at Nick and Chris they smile at me to say they agree "okay" Cassie says we all walk out while Cassie gets her stuff.

                         Cassie's pov

I walked into Matt's room and got into bed I was watching tiktok for a while. I didn't feel anything I just felt deep regret and a deep pit in my stomach. The whole day running through my mind I thought horrible. I felt like I really disappointed my brothers I was just lay there looking at the ceiling.