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•"Exsanguination."•

TW: References to drugs.
CW: Sexual suggestions, gore references.

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"We could be boyfriends,
You only have to say 'yes'".
My head's reeling,
My heart's feeling,
Sealing my love into us.
You were perfect for me,
Hands tilted my head and
those butterflies formed.

I'd wring away your worries,
Rinse them like suds in a tub.
My skin is raw from how I scrub,
Wanting to relieve the filth I feel.

Sweet words whispered into my ears,
Your breath hot and heavy,
Brushing over my soft skin that
cradles my throat littered with marks.
Blood rushing to the love bites,
My eyes unable to adjust to the dark.

Press your lips to my lips,
Let us infect the air with love.
My skin is flushed from how I blush,
Unable to deny I enjoy how you gush.

Your lock fit right with my key,
But, since it's changed, I know
that I just can't fit anymore.
I used to unscrew your cap,
Dive right into this mess.
Told each other "swan dive",
Crash on purpose from a drive.

Myself, you and me,
Yourself, me and you.
I thought that it was possible.
Nothing rested within my sweaty palms,
This locket ripped from rejection,
But my heart pounding with persistence.
My lips felt your absence,
Cold and unsure on their own.
My tongue slips and I say it all wrong,
My words fumbling and my thoughts shuddering.

Withdrawal, I can't take it,
You were my drug.
You kept me wrapped 'round your finger,
Always crawling back to you.
Scratched my fingers deep,
Your skin raw from me;
My skin is raw from how I scrub,
Wanting to relieve the filth I feel.

I wished I hadn't woken up,
Tilted my head to breathe in
this new dimension of
pure emptiness.
Oxalate smoothing down my freckles,
My heart ripping as I exsanguinate.

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