I love you fades into silence
another 4 years of wallowing on repeat till I drown
its funny how I argue with you like a mirror
you take all my good parts and make them disappear
Im hopelessly distraught
I wish you knew
the years of ripping myself down just to impress you
its fine, I try to get over it
but I will hold onto the grudge
its not what you did
its you.
so Ill raise a glass for you tonight
ill be rational about the decision to hate you
and ill be smart pretending you didn't manipulate me
you may have got to my head
but my heart tells me its just you
you didnt get the good side of me anyway
your glazy eyes and the lazy smiles that fade away
your cryptonite, your the half of me that I dont like
