Playing God

Joe is an *sshole.

I apologize in advance about the whole bad word in the title. I'm not a baby afraid of cursing, I just know that my friend was reported for saying kill on this app so, I'm gonna play it safe. It has been probably three years since I actually wrote a word for the book. If it's not obvious, the book is over. Well for the next three days at the earliest I post. First. No I'm not on vacation, actually I'm going posting during vacation. I know that probably doesn't make sense but that leads into my second excuse... I have friends... And a lot of other things I would rather do that write. I still love writing but it's not a priority, when I first started writing it was a way for me to kill time at school. Then evolved into my personal world I could travel into when bored. Now that it's summer this book became a chore. I wrote two chapters during the summer and realized something important. I said to myself after the last chapter I wrote, "This book will not be my deadline. I will not work on its command but on mine." I guess what I'm saying is, I've lost interest in writing this book. But the vacation is good! I am going to meet up with a fellow author to help me with some of the story. I have just been thinking about it lately and it's a topic I really want to get back into. So screw deadlines! Screw my wants! Screw sanity! I'm going to finish this book if it kills me. It probably will.