No relationship...no ring...and no wedding! Dave and April have called it quits and what would be a world wind romance with a beautiful and loving blossoming relationship has withered as if it was never intended to be anything more than a fling. It...
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Chapter 17.2 Closure cont... Dave
Flashback
"One I'm a need you to calm all that shit down with that bitch word. Two y'all and that jealousy shit gotta go. I don't understand being that jealous of someone but hey to each its own. That green eyed monster got you serving time for being stupid. But are you sure you really want to know why her" he leaned forward, rested his elbows on the table, and placed his fist under his chin then grinned. "I wasn't looking for love or a relationship when she literally bumped into me. But the first time I laid my eyes on her I knew I had to have her. Her spirit spoke to me. Her soul cried out for me. I knew she was for me. Her smile lit up the room and made my heart thump for the first time since I laid eyes on Kairi when she was first born. And we both know you've seen her...lil mama is bad as fuck" he bit down on his fist and watched as anger wiped over Millie's face but he didn't care. Why should he?
"The first conversation we had flowed naturally. She wasn't just looks. She had substance. She knew how to hold a conversation let alone keep my attention. She didn't need me she WANTED me! She's a fuckin fan of her man. She knows every song from my first mixtape to my first album. She reps her set all day long. Whenever I hit a milestone whether big or small she celebrates me and lets me know that she appreciates me. She doesn't care what I'm on the cover for. Whether it be rapping, acting, modeling, or branding she's gonna be in the stands with her pom poms shaking. She's gonna let you know my tour dates, she's gonna let you know when and where my meet and greets are, and she's gonna let you know that I'm out here making moves and how I stay grinding. And ya right she's a billionaire she has way more money than me shit than most but you'd never know because she doesn't care bout that shit. She never gloats. I know she can get whatever she wants whenever she wants but what she knows is that she can get whatever I got even my last. Hair, nails, shopping sprees, spa dates, just because gifts, and trips around the world that's all on me. She doesn't ask for shit so she can get it all"
He continued. "She's one of those rare gems you meet. One of those people who's beautiful on the outside and on the inside. She'll give you the shirt off her back if need be. She knows the meaning of family and stands behind that shit. Family is law and above all else. Everything you don't do she does. She cooks, cleans, loves on me, hugs on me, cuddles me, wants me around all the time, she feeds my soul, encourages me, and that pussy gahdamn that shit is A1! But what takes the cake for me is that she loves on my baby as is she came from her womb. She cares for her without wanting anything in return. She nurtures her and builds her up. She answers every call. Puts her first even when she knows it'll fuck her over in the long run but for her Love Bug she'll do anything. She doesn't brush her off. She doesn't use for her likes, views, or a bag. She genuinely gives a fuck bout my baby. She spends time with her. She reads to her, puts her to sleep, and prays every morning and every night over her. She does her hair, plans momma and daughter dates. That's her baby" he continued on letting Millie know exactly why he'd choose April every single time. His woman was the shit and the definition of a real woman.
"See you almost fucked us up a few times and I'll admit that I willingly let you cause destruction in my relationship but that's all a dub. I'll accept all the shit I let slide. I acknowledge all of the parts I played in all of this. Thank you for having Kairi for me...for us. Thank you for screwing us over. Thank you for being you because without you we would've missed out on the best thing that ever happened to us" he smirked then leaned back in his chair as he watched it take everything in her from leaping out to strike him. "Ya ass couldn't leave well enough alone and look where it's gotten you" he said looking around the dank ass visitors room.
"So basically you came to rub shit in my face" she rolled her eyes fed up with this whole visit. She was honestly fed up with him. "You came all the way here to basically tell me that I ain't shit"
"I told you I came for answers and I came to let you get it all out. I came for closure. The floor is still yours if you want to say something because after today I'm wiping my hands clean with you. You are no longer my problem or my responsibility. I'm no longer keeping promises for someone who really gave no fucks bout me and my child to begin with. So if you got some shit to say, say it" he folded his arms across his chest and spread his legs wide giving her room to speak her peace.
"You really think that I wanted to live this fuckin life" she snapped. "You think I really woke up one day and said I'm a hit a lick?! Sure I had parents who cared about me and showed me the right way but I wanted more. Do you really think I wanted this life? I wanted what I wanted. I wanted to get out of the hood by any means. I wanted to be somebody and have my own shit but it wasn't in my cards. I was young, dumb, easily impressed, and Profit saw that shit and molded me to his image. I got hooked on the lifestyle. Fast money fast lifestyle. I was in too deep that it was hard to stick my head out of the water so I stuck with what I knew. What was easy. Yes I enjoyed it. It was quite an adrenaline rush but I never saw this shit for myself. In and out of jail and doing drugs here and there wasn't what I wanted or asked for. I wanted the rich life that you provided. I put in the work I wanted what was owed to me" she spat. Granted her life wasn't bad she lived the life everyone around her lived. Pay check to pay check and getting the essentials but she wanted more out of life and no one could fault her for that. Maybe she went about it the wrong way but still she wanted better for herself.
"See if you'd a kept doing ya research you would've found out that there was more than meets the eye. My woman was born and raised in the hood. She's no different from us. She just made lemonade out of those lemons. I understand how you feel though and you had more than enough opportunities to make some shit shake. I even asked you what did you want to do with ya life. I asked bout ya goals and aspirations often. I was willing to support whatever business venture ya soul desired and you fumbled that shit. It wasn't a one time offer. I asked you multiple times. Why wouldn't I want the best for you" he said and asked. "Nails, hair, clothing, and whatever else you wanted to put ya stamp on I would've got it done for you. All you had to do was find something you were interested in and come up with a plan and I'd a executed it for you"
"Well hey all that's over now right" she said sarcastically and shrugged.
"This ain't going anywhere and besides I got what I came here for. Look if you ever come to a point in ya life where you genuinely want to speak to Kairi and build a healthy relationship with her then I'll allow it. I have no problem with y'all having a relationship. Just don't hurt her. Don't say you're gonna call her and have her waiting by the phone for nothing. Regardless of all the changes in her life she knows that you're her mother and she will always love you. I just need you to love her a lil more. Other than that the you and me era is done. You can't call on me to diffuse any situation you find yourself in. I can't be that man for you anymore. I'm wiping my hands clean with you and ya bullshit. You are no longer my problem. You gotta family and a husband so you better start calling on them. If it ain't bout Kairi we have absolutely nothing to talk bout" he said reiterating that he was officially done with her hoping that she took heed to what he was saying.
Millie rolled her eyes. "Uh huh sure" she waved him off not believing him. He never stayed gone too long. He always ran back to her. It had been that way since day one and she saw him changing absolutely nothing when it came to her. The way she saw it she was his first love and the mother of his one and only child so he'll forever be by her side. He could front all day but she knew the truth.
"By the way you might want to settle ya affairs and get ya shit in order. I've protected you long enough and this time there's nothing I can do for you. The next time you speak to Kairi you might want to tell her thank you because if it wasn't for her you wouldn't be here. Your family would've been planning ya funeral arrangements. I don't think you realize just how bad you fucked up. You let that bitch fill ya head up with some bullshit to where you paid a fuckin ex friend of mine 1.5 million dollars to kill my woman a public figure with a family full of goons. That was a stupid move especially knowing firsthand how they get down. That wasn't ya first run in with them. You knew they were no nonsense people" he grilled her. "You knew that she was not to be fucked with but you tried it"
"I stupidly allowed her to dumb down the charges for someone who doesn't even show an ounce of remorse. You weren't trying to fight her or get her jumped you fuckin wanted her dead! She ain't do shit to you to warrant death. Every time you came at her sideways she kept it easy on you. Two ass whoopings weren't enough for you huh. I allowed her to silently continue to look over her shoulders waiting for something else to come her way. I allowed her to not be able to sleep properly at night because she's worried bout the other shoe dropping. I allowed her to not get the justice she so desperately deserves. You've been coming at her sideways since the first day you met her and today I'm ending all that shit. Be prepared to face the music. You're gonna be here for a very long, long time and the world will know exactly what you, Profit, Hood, and Kaerruche did. They're gonna find out that y'all tried to off my fuckin woman. That y'all literally tried to kill her...murder her" he said full disgust and anger as he got straight to the point. He was letting Millie go. He was walking away from her without and ounce of a fuck to give. She made her bed so it was time for her to lie in it.
Millie's eyes ballooned and looked as if they would pop out of the sockets at any given moment. She started hysterically crying, coughing, and choking as if on cue.
"Damn it sounds like you need some milk" Dave chuckled and shook his head before getting up to pat her back.
"Da...Dav...David don't do this to me. Please don't do this to me. I'll leave you all alone. You won't have to hear from me ever again. Just please don't do this to me. I'm sorry. I promise I'll do whatever you want me to" she cried and sniffled as snot ran and bubbled out of her nose almost instantly.
Dave shook his head. "I can't do that. I gave you one too many chances and each and every time you not only fucked me over but you fucked over Kairi. My baby used to talk bout you all the time and cry over you missing family days now it's like you don't even exist. I never wanted that but this was the hand we were dealt. I came to you like a man each and every time you did some fucked up shit or came out the side of ya neck to my woman. You tried to embarrass and clown her while you taunted her over the internet. You aired her business out for the world to see not even checking to see if you were spewing facts or fiction. You went online and came for a woman who lost a fuckin baby...a baby. You brought an innocent life into an adult situation. You're a woman yourself and a fuckin mother! How could you stoop that low for a bag?! I'm a public figure did you care how all that shit would make me look? Some of my fan base are women. Do you know how many women who can't have kids, miscarried, had stillborns, infertility issues, and so on? You made a fool out of yourself and me. You really hopped online and acted like you were big shit and you ain't even got a pot to piss in and window to throw it out of without me. Let alone you don't even take care of your own damn child. You're a weekend mother...a court ordered visitation mother. I'm fed up with ya bullshit and negative energy. Everything around you turns to shit" he went off.
