More Than Benefits

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JEREMY POV

Rakaii is here sleeping, he's sexy as fuck to be honest, I really don't want nobody to get to fuck him and mess up my chances to fuck. Fucking him is probably the best feeling on this earth, it's not even a relationship but I'm lowkey loyal because I know I don't want to fuck nobody else right now since it's the rule and his ass be doing enough for me. But also I don't feel like speaking to others because I know I'm not cutting him off. I've been with other girls and other boys but I don't know, fucking him has been the best. Best ass I've ever had.

It's crazy how we started fucking.
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We aren't in the same class so I really didn't know him, I only learned who he was because we had to do a camping trip for the seniors. On the camping trip it was Rakaii, Jesse and me. He came in shirtless and with some tight underpants, dick print showing but that ass is all I could see. I kept staring at him and I knew he felt it. I think I lowkey have a gaydar because Jesse ain't an ugly dude but Rakaii was just 😌. We had 1 full bed and a twin bed. I told Jesse to take the twin bed and let Rakaii and I share. He didn't object probably not thinking like I was.

As we were sleeping I started spitting my game, telling him about me and how we should fuck. When I first started he was a little skeptical he didn't really know me and I had to show him that I really wanted to fuck with him. I had to show him that I fuck both girls and boys because he thought I was just trying him. After lots of begging he agreed. But that's after 2 days of me looking desperate. I was begging on my knees and everything just to get that ass. I don't know why because they were other people there I could've fucked who would've been much easier.

2 weeks later the camp was finished and school was still on break. During this time I invited Rakaii to my home several times to fuck. On the first day he explained to me he has never done this before. He has fucked girls but never no dude. I decided not to rush it too much but I think we were both confused because he thought he was going to fuck me, the way I spitting game I thought he understood who was doing the fucking. He kept talking about how he looked at some shit and how I needed to prepare myself. I just laughed.

"Rule number 1 when we start fucking don't fuck nobody else, like you can talk to bitches or niggas or whatever you want but don't be fucking them while fucking me" I just nodded, I'm trying to fuck and he trying to get all these rules involved. "Rule number 2 don't be doing too much when you see me at school, we cool but don't make shit obvious ok?" I nodded again "rule number 3......" "ok ok I get it dude come on" I cut him off grabbing his neck. Mistake, because he cuffed me. "Shit my bad, I just ain't accustomed to all that" I laughed and tried a different approach.

I had to help Rakaii because he didn't know nothing. I did tell him not to eat so that wasn't an issue. I could tell he was nervous although he had a front on. When we started he was cursing and hitting me. I tried to get him to relax but he started making me feel like I was rapping him so I stopped. I decided to show him some porn 'I know porn be fake but I just wanted to show him that it will feel great' after I did he was more opened to the idea. I stretched him more than I normally would. When we eventually got further into it he still told me he wasn't liking it but to continue. I did.

When we finished I sucked his dick to get him to feel better and he came. "Shit nigga" he screamed at me as he came. After that he made more rules which made me laugh, because I never expected him to be someone who has rules for fucking.

After fucking with each other for a month, he eventually came up with the rule that we could fuck raw. LOVE THAT RULE.

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Im watching him sleep here in my bed and it's making me think, as I'm watching him something tells me to move his dreads from his face, I couldn't fight the urge so I did it. When I did he brought his back close to my stomach and curled more into me. It surprises me but I subconsciously wrapped my hands around him. It made me start to think of the feelings I felt when I saw him with that dude yesterday. But also the way I had him in the bathroom. I told myself I felt a way because he was breaking the rules but he wasn't. I tried to say it's because if he talk to someone we would soon have to stop fucking, but in the rules he said we could talk to other people and I agreed without an issue. Now as I continue to watch him I can't figure out why I felt upset.

Rakaii is now awake and has pushed me off him laughing "all up on me nigga what you doing?" I laughed because I may actually like Rakaii. I don't know why or how I even got like this, it's crazy because all I really wanted was to fuck so I don't know why I'm starting to think I might like him. I'm not stupid I know I felt jealous, I tried to deny it and blame it on other issues but ultimately it's cause I was jealous.

"You not gonna get me something to eat Jerms? You a real bad host nigga" Rakaii laughed. I just chuckled nervously trying to get my thoughts down. I didn't even fully notice him calling me Jerms. He knows I hate that lil nickname he created. I got back in my head as I made my way to the kitchen, I really don't want to mess up what we have, plus Rakaii never said or done anything to lead me to think he likes me so I won't push my luck trying. I also don't want to stop fucking so I'll just keep it down.

RAKAII POV

I know there's something bothering Jeremy, I just don't know what it is.

I woke up to Jeremy cuddling me, it was weird but not terrible. While he cuddled me I could also feel his hard dick on my back. He really needs to work on how horny he get from just seeing a nigga. Never knew I had it like this.

Devante messaged me to ask if I got through with everything and if I'm ok. I hate to do this to him but I like getting fucked from Jeremy 'surprisingly' and I'm not willing to lose that over some nigga I don't know. He's cool but he ain't fucking me.

After responding it made me wonder if I'll let another nigga fuck me outside of Jeremy and I really think the answer is no. I don't think I want to be a bitch to no more people, Jeremy really has me behaving like a bitch nigga and I could never do that for anyone else. It's lowkey embarrassing but at the same time it works for me and him. We've came a long way from where we started.

As I'm eating the meal Jeremy prepared I watch as he eats. We've really gotten close, I could say we're actual friends. I like hanging with him for real, like outside of fucking he's a real cool person

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When he says bitch nigga he really just means being vulnerable. Or in a more feminine part of the relationship. It's not supposed to be to be disrespectful but he's only been 'gay' for 3 months so he doesn't really know everything and how he should word things.
PS he will never change