Billies pov
"Hello?" I answer star
"What the fuck Billie?!" She yelled almost sounding hurt
"What? What's going on?" I rub my eyes as I just woke up
"Did you do something to Maria? Billie I sware-"
"What do you mean do something what happened?!" I was now scared
"Why the fuck does she have bruises?!"
Ohhh
"Star what?" I giggle
"Is this fucking funny? Why the fuck. Does she have bruises!"
Oh she's serious.
"Where, star where does she have them" i laughed rubbing my forehead
"On her wrists and waist" she said still fully serious
"Did you ask her why she has them?"
"Yes. She said it's nothing but she didn't tell me. what the fuck are you doing"
"Do you really think I would physically hurt my girlfriend?" I squint
"No. But she's acting all nervous" she sighed
"Star. We fucked!" I laughed
"Oh shit." She giggled "oh shit ok yeah. Yeah makes sense my bad" she laughed
"Yeah. Ok bye love you"
"Love you sorry, bye" she giggled
Oh did I forget to mention stars back for 2 months? She has summer classes
I laughed to myself then answered the door as fin was here
"Why where you yelling?" He walked in
"I was on the phone" I shrug with a small laugh
"So how you doing?" He sat on my couch
"What do you mean?" I turn on the tv
"About what you told me. How are you doing with that?" He asked
Oh
"The same, but better" I sigh "maris making it better" I nod
"Does she know?"
"No" I scoff "how the fuck am I gunna tell that ball of sunshine that I'm depressed fin, I don't wanna effect her" I sigh
"She should know. So she could help you. You have to have someone other than me who knows cuz what if I can't help? What if I'm far away?"
"I'm not sixteen anymore fin" I look at him with a rbf
"Did you forget what happened last year Billie?" He tilted his head
Alright...
"Well it's not that bad anymore fin"
"But its still there Billie. At least go back into therapy"
"Never again" I shake my head
"Then tell her. She's bin through a lot, she'll understand" he nodded
"I know she'll understand I just don't want her to pitty me. Right now it's perfect, she's not acting different around me. I don't wanna change that" I sigh
"She won't pitty you Billie, you know that"
"What if she gets mad at me?-"
"Billie she's not anything like them it's Maria, she loves you" he smiled
