Hello
I decided to communicate with the zero people reading this that I may not continue
Attempting to write
Personally I love it
But i just suck so much that I figure that it may not be worth beating myself over
Like it is unbelievable how much I compare myself to others while also admiring their work and ideas and how they manage to put it out.
Like honestly they are doing so good
I hoped i would at least be good at drawing but I once again compare myself and find that I'm not very good at that either.
I suck at every subject
At this point i am seriously considering if i will stay alive by the end of their period of life. I actually think i might just die young.
But anyways the only things i thought i was good at i actually suck at.
My personality is another things
Always negative
Maintaining friends is hard
Social ques are hard to understand
How dense i am
How rude i am
How i cant actually talk properly to people
I am practically the most useless person in existence.
I am lazy
I am very fake even to myself
Like sometimes i wonder what the actual brownie cupcakes am i doing here. Alive.
But anyways i guess i will write secretly but never post. Just so i can criticize myself daily.
Ps listen yo the dong as you sleep
Do not be like me.
Study, sleep at a good time, not too early though.
Read physical books
Talk and socialize.
Spend time with family.
Practice, what you need too.
Do not start comparing in a negative way.
Be honest, kind, helpful, and I am sure you will feel better about yourself. Do not push it too much though. Take care of yourself.
Stay happy
Bye.
