"I DONT WANNA BE HERE!"

" it was a golden heart "

As I opened the gift I think I did cry just little

it was a golden heart

that opened and when I did open it , it had a photo of my mom holding me as a baby and my sister , with my dad cropped out I chuckled at that and asked " how did you afford this " cause it was real gold I could tell "well I saved up money from the Dx and I wanted to get you something nice "

" cause you deserve it "she said with a smile

"Well can u help me put it on then " i asked

" of course my favorite sister " she said

"I'm your only sister " I said she smiled

"I know but you are my favorite sister " she said as she put it around my neck " ok what's up with you and that soda guy" i asked

"Well first can I tell you what happened and why I didn't come back sooner." She said it more as a statement than a question . I nodded

Lana's Story ( she is telling haven)

As I ran from the house I was crying thinking where I would go I had not planned anything and just decided to leave that night because I couldn't take it anymore but I knew leaving you  was a mistake but I needed to try and find a home before I could go back and get you I was only 16 so I didn't know what to do .

I walked the streets I saw a mustang I immediately knew what was gonna happen so I took off running I ended up running into soda pop  who was outside this house on the porch as the mustang was still following me i asked if he could help me and I couldn't help but fall In love with his smile he let me stay with him ,pony and Darry   and when the realized I had no home he asked me to move in just until I could leave on my own .

But we fell in love and I told him about you  but it had already been a year since I had last saw you
He tried to tell me to go see you but I told him if I visited you I don't think I would come back cause I didn't wanna bring you in house full of guys and I knew you would want me to stay and I would want to stay with you to  being a girl in this house is already hell I know you need your own things so I began working hard so we could get an apartment or something together but I couldn't even save up cause I needed to help out Darry with bills even tho he didn't want me to I did.

So I decided to wait until I was 18 and I did write but you never wrote back .

( sorry if it doesn't make that much sense but maybe I should do Lana and sodas story next I just didn't want her story rn to be to long )

Back to haven

I immediately looked at her since I was watching the moon as i heard the words " I wrote you" I immediately knew. " what.." I asked

Lana looked up and said " I wrote to you "

"I NEVER GOT ANYTHING! Omg I'm so dumb dad probably threw them away so I wouldn't know where you were .."

" he even told me one night that your  probably out dead or pregnant somewhere .." I said

Lana looked like she was gonna kill someone well my father " I should have know that drunk would have done that .. I'm the dumb one " she said as tears ran down Her face knowing I hated her for so long

I immediately got out the bed even tho my rib hurt and slipped on my jacket and began walking out cause she wasn't the only pissed one and I opened the room door I could hear my sister " HAVEN U BETTER NOT " I could hear her