"I DONT WANNA BE HERE!"

"Because she never did as a person "

As the whole gang was by the door listening they were talking " hi I'm Kirsten or Kristy whatever you wanna call me !"

"Hi ..  Kristy I'm uh Johnny , Johnny Cade " Johnny said nervously anxiously quietly

" nice to meet you Johnny Cade seemed like you didn't wanna meet me " she said with a chuckle

"I'm just not all that good around new people or socs.. no offense "

"None taken guessing that's where you got that scar from "

"Yeah..did you get jumped by someone you have a bruise right there "Johnny said quietly

"Oh uh no I just fell while walking over here" which was a lie she didn't fall

She began talking to Johnny bout random things like the stars and stuff and how she when she passed away she would want to become one to shine bright .

Because she never did as a person . Which hit home yet I could hear the smile in her voice as she said it trying to make it seem like she was joking but I think me and Johnny knew she wasn't

In the moment all I could while I heard her say that was why'd she make it seem like her death it was closer then I hoped it actually was .

I'm sure Johnny listened to her cause I could here him saying " mhm" like an interested one pony then whispered shouted " JOHNny LIKES STARS AND KRISTYYY" he said with a smirk

. Johnny was talking to a socs but who could blame him Kristy was kind even tho we met a hour ago I knew we would be good friends for years to come .

As we listened Steve went over to soda and started to play cards and I was listening as Johnny and Kristy totally opposites were falling in love in front of me it gave me hope that maybe me and Dallas could to.

Twobit went back to drinking beer and laughing at the tv while soda and Steve arm wrestled Johnny and Kristy then came back inside and Johnny quickly went to sit next to pony " Kristy we can go to my kinda not room if you want "

" oh ok I would love to !" She said with a cheerful smile and followed me .

"I really like your dress " I said as we sat on the bed " well if you want I could bring you some I have a lot and I don't need them all " she said with a smile .

"Really?!" I asked" but you don't have to "

"Well I always wanted to share thing with my friends I don't have any siblings.. well I use to and I shouldn't have said that I still do ..." she said as for a second her smile was gone

"She's just up in the sky dancing away in her own blue dress that I had made for her .." she said now with a slight smile .

" but let's not go into me I'm boring I wanna hear about you and this Dallas guy I mean I've heard of him but I've never met him TELL ME EVERYTHING."

And so I did I knew I could trust her we were each others only friends anyway . " ugh that Sylvia girl needs to lay off your man ." She said laying on the bed " I know right ! Like two seconds ago he kissed me now this ?!"

" OMG YES." She said

" I'm happy I get to talk about these things to you then just my sister " I said with a smile

"Well I would write in a journal about stuff that I would want to tell people like how my day went , how I was feeling and more and honestly."she said as she looked around my non room .

All of sudden I heard Dallas walk in and talking " hey Johnnycake why are you pink ?"

"Nothing man.."Johnny mumbled