"Hoping for an answer that wont destroy me "

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"You look pretty as always doll " Dallas said pulling me into a kiss and I kissed back

"Why thank  you " I said pulling away

"Johnny and Kristy cmon "I said walking to the door

"Oh okay " Kristy said slipping on her heels and following me out . I sat in the passenger and Johnny and Kristy sat in the back as we pulled into the drive in Kristy wanted some popcorn

"Haven I brought some money wanna get some popcorn?" She asked with a smile

"Yup let's go " I said getting out "be safe doll and Kristy,  if anything happens call for us okay?"

"Okayyyy dally " I said walking away

"Okay" Kristy said getting out . We then saw Danny there to he saw Kristy and walked over to her "oh hey Kristy you look beautiful " he said with that same charming smile that would usually make a girl melt

"Thank you Danny " she said with a slight smile "how about I buy you popcorn " he asked putting his arm around her as I stood there wondering what to do "oh thank you but it's okay I brought money " she said smiling and putting his arm off her

" oh Kristy why are you here " I then saw junior Kristy's brother " oh uh.-" Kristy began "she's with me " Danny said smiling " I hope that isn't a problem " he said pulling her in "oh no you know I trust you Danny " he said looking at Kirsty then Danny " I'll see you at home tonight" he said then walking away with his socs friends

"Uh Kristy are you coming"  I asked  looking at her as she went blank "o-oh yeah I am !" She said running out of Danny's arm "I'll see you at school " she did a little wave before walking back to our seats  with me no popcorn . "Haven  I don't know if I should date Johnny .." she said looking down

"Why?!" I said as we approached where Dallas and Johnny were sitting but we were to far for them to hear 

"Because if Danny and his friends tell my brother I'm hanging out with y-you guys and dating Johnny he might tell my parents oh haven I can't be beat  again I can't take it ! And Johnny he might get jumped again " She said backing away "you understand right.?" She said looking at me with pleading eyes

"No .. no I don't because my sister wouldn't hurt me for dating  someone or hanging out with someone .." I said looking into her eyes  we erre  a couple feet from the seats  and Dallas had began to get up and walk to us 

We then both saw Danny looking at us over his shoulder and he had a menacing look "haven I can't put you in danger I'll date Danny just so he'll leave you alone !" She said in a whisper shout

"No kristy stop putting other before yourself! That's your problem. You can't just do things so others can be happy your my bestfriend I don't care if I get hurt they won't hurt us " she began to look down

"Hey look at me they won't okay?" I said trying to reassure her

"I just want to let you know your still my friend I'll still go over if you want me to ,if you call I'll pick up please tell Johnny that I like him very much and that I hope Danny damn cheats on me so I can be with him .." she said as she began walking away walking to Danny's seat .

Why did she have to out others before herself .??

I now know why . When you don't have friends you'll do anything to keep one when you get one

"Danny mind taking me home after .." she said I could tell she was holding back tears " of course you can sit right next to me  " he said as he patted  his the seat next to him  she sat down and he put his arm around her ..

"Kirsty you're still my bestfriend ..."I said holding my tears back as I went to my seat  wiping the tears running down my face .

"What happened? What is that stupid soc I swear when I get him I'll f-" he began to say

"No .. no it's Kirsty she went with Danny" I said pointing to them " ".. she didn't want him to or his friends to hurt us " I said looking at the movie

"So .. she really is like the others she probably just said that to get away from us ." Johnny began to say as I saw his face drop he looked mad

"No johnny she isn't  .. with that she wanted me to tell you she likes you a lot hopes that if her and Danny get together that he cheats on her so she can break up with him and can date you . Pretty sure that's why she's doing this , for you " I said as I stared at them Johnny was silent then said "I like her to.."

I love you sooo
I'm gonna pack my things and leave you behind.

Then at the moment cherry came and sat infront of us I knew her cause everyone did

"Hey doll " Dallas said to her with his smirk she didn't respond I looked at Dallas what WAS HE THINKING obviously not a lot .

"How about I buy you and your friend here a coke " he said gettting up and walking to the snack bar .

"I'm leaving  tell Dallas I'm walking home ." I said to Johnny getting my bag we'd only been dating for close to 4 days  and he already was flirting with other girl buying her stuff he got bored of me . And I just told him what happens with Kirsty what . The hell I know cheeey is prettier and all that but really come on

"H-haven it isn't safe !" Johnny  yelled out but I didn't care Dallas just broke my heart again . Why .. why did he do that was all I could think I walked through the snack bar and I guess he saw me walking out "haven? Where you goin!" He called out following me

I didn't respond dang this was "I need my bestfriend moment " but did I even have one ?
Why did everything just turn upside down ??
Maybe it was karma for something I did

I began to walk down the street Dallas still following me "go back to Johnny I'm going back to the house ." I said sternly turning around looking at him "why do you wanna go back ???" He said getting mad

"Dallas I'm not in the mood for your anger now !" I said yelling at him as I walked away holding my tears back  he grabbed my shoulder "hey what's your problem ?" He asked as he scoffed

"GOD DALLAS FLIRT WITH GIRLS IN FRONT OF ME! Right after I told you what happened to Kirsty is SEX ALL YOU THINK ABOUT??" I said huffing and continuing to walk away "so are you breaking up with me!?Im sorry I won't do it again !! " He said I could hear sadness in his voice "NO , YES I DONT KNOW I STILL love YOU!" I called out  and wiped my nose as I sat on the curb to tried to continue.

He then came to sit next to me "hey do you mean it .." he asked looking at me "well if you wanna buy other girls things and not even care about my feelings then no I didn't mean it " I said looking at the street lights as my vision went blurry he stayed silent "took 3 days for it to be over ?" I asked huffing in air "no it's not cause I do care about all that .. " he said looking at me but I didn't meet his eyes

"Dallas . I don't think you'll ever love me " I said standing up "I'm not trying to get away from you cause I've loved you since the first time I saw you but you don't feel that way and that's okay " I said wiping my face "haven  please " he said standing up with me and pulling me In a hug

"I'll finsh the movie then take me home . " I said as I hugged him back " okay we're still together right ?" He asked looking down at me " do you think you'll ever love me ?" I asked him hoping for a answer that won't destroy me .

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