"I DONT WANNA BE HERE!"

"only knew him for a week and He somehow managed to already break my heart."

As he leaned in and kissed me KISSED ME I had to think about it as I kinda just sat there as he pulled away " that enough proof for ya?" He said smirking as the waitress walked away I could see pony and Johnny were staring at me and Dallas . After a little bit Dallas  ordered an milkshake and was just drinking it like nothing happened he had removed his arm that was around me and just drank his milkshake

I sat there now quiet as pony and Johnny began to chat and then I saw Sylvia Dallas ex that had two timed him while he was in the cooler I watched as she approached our table  leaned down and whispered something in Dallas's ear and walked away I couldn't see his face since he was watching her walk away but I knew .

I had only knew him for a week and

He somehow managed to already break my heart.

I tried to hold back tears since I wasn't a baby and I didn't cry when Lana left and I sure wasn't gonna cry now but all our moments were they nothing just little jokes was this one big joke or something that I wasn't let in on it hurts to be joked on  and it sure did hurt in that moment

"Dallas I wanna get my stuff from bucks " I said randomly  " why doll ?" He said " I wanna see my sister " I said and my voice cracked a little " ok then cmon see you later johnnycake and horse man " he said and he got out the booth I smiled at Johnny and pony I bet they could see the tears forming in my eyes .

This was a I needed my sister moment and I was gonna go see my sister . As we got in the car I looked out the window as the radio was lightly playing and for some reason Dallas had decided to drive a little slower " why'd you call me Dallas I thought we had came to a an agreement on dally " he said with a chuckle

"I don't know forgot ." I said not looking at him he scoffed since i didn't look at him or give him an answer really . As we approached bucks I quickly sped walked into bucks and up the stairs not greeting buck " don't cry don't cry don't cry " I kept mumbling but all I could think was how She would be the next girl in this room ..

I got all my stuff in a bag and looked around that's where me and Dallas slept and that's where we woke up and that's where I broke my toe I chuckled as I thought that and walked out the room making my way downstairs I realized how I still liked Dallas and I didn't like anyone else but it's to painful to love someone who couldn't and wouldn't love you back.

I walked past Dallas as he was talking to buck he looked concerned or confused I couldn't tell "I'm just gonna walk home " I said trying to put on the best smile I could "I can drive you if you want you know socs are around doll " he said looking deep into my eyes I couldn't tell if he knew what I felt but it seemed like he knew something was up .

"Nah I'm fine bye buck " I said looking down at my shoes and walking out the door as I heard "by-"  and when I got out that door I ran . As fast as I could not stoping till I got to the door and opened it I saw the whole gang but Dallas was there and I quickly walked up to Lana's and sodas room ignoring the " haven where have you been " or "are you okay " that  I got from the gang I knocked and Lana answered

"L-Lana can I come in " I said as my voice began the crack and my eyes began to water "I'm sorry I said all that stuff to you I really am " I said finally officially crying and it felt nice " I didn't mean I-it" I hiccuped out " she pulled me in and said " It's okay I deserved it and pony shouldn't have told you that I gave him a talking to when you left"she said as she stroked my head " I didn't go after you cause I saw Dallas followed you and I knew he would take care of you " she said softly

( yall know that hiccup thing that's happens when you cry to much omg bro I can't even finish a sentence when that happens 😭)

"D-Dallas I thought he liked me" i said hugging her but his ex she came up to h-him and I don't know said something but he probably is gonna do something with her t-tonight " i said as she hugged me "it's okay your a very amazing girl and Dallas is critically brain damaged pretty sure someone dropped him as a baby so he might of not known you liked  him" she said with a laugh and to be honest that was funny so I laughed as well .

I heard laughing from the door and felt like my stomach was all in knots , Sylvia had gotten the one thing I wanted and the fact that the gang heard everything I just said made me wanna dig a hole and bury myself in it alive . And plus I had not been to school in a week so people probably thought I was dead already.

( lacy by Olivia Rodrigo, lyrics if yk yk )

I then heard Dallas voice  " why are you dumbos all by the door " he said with his accent slightly coming out as he began rough housing with the gang I could hear them laughing "I gotta go make dinner for those morons I'll come back and when I'm done ok?"

She said as she released me from her hug I sniffled  and nodded as she opened the door turned off the light since she knew I liked being in the dark when I was sad and I laid in the bed and watched as the sun set and the moon rose .

So many thought flooded my brain " what had he done with her already "

"Did he like me ? "

" am I just unlovable or something " kept flooding my brain until I heard " uh where's haven she left my place and said she would be here " I heard Dallas say through the door

"Oh shes crying about yo- " twobit started saying then Lana kicked him I was pretty sure " TWO BIT shut up or I'm unplugging Mickey Mouse "

"NO I'm sorry " I heard him say no one else answered Dallas surprisingly all Lana said was
"She just tired " but then continued with ...

A cliff hanger 🤓☝️😍🎀🎀🤫

Sorry I posted this so very late I did so much stuff today and i was hoping to get this out sooner 😇😇🎀🎀🎀😭 sorry

Also idk if I should add a new GOOD character I wanted to give Haven a girl friend because like why not so she can have someone to also be there for her and stuff