ONE TOO MANY CHANCES

Longing....

JK's POV

I didn't think I could miss someone so much.I miss my baby so damn much. I miss his pouty face when he eats,I miss the way he laughs or how child like he is.

I also miss his little jealousy tantrums.  I miss the way he kisses me or holds onto me when sleep. I miss talking to him about every single thing. I can't wait for this to finish so I can go home and just be with my family

The opening ceremony was a huge success and I am still trending all over the world. I am honored and blessed to be doing the work I do and have someone wait at home for me.

I am busy going through my phone looking for a picture to post of my baby and most of what's on my phone are way too exotic and not for the public. I abandon that thought and just decided to call him,he must be a sleep but I need to hear his voice.

Ring-ring

Tae:"  (sleepy voice) baby?

Jk:" Sorry I woke you up,I just really needed to hear your voice.

Tae:" You can wake me up anytime babe,are you okay? Resting enough?

Jk:" Rest isn't what I need now baby,it makes me miss you even more. Keeping busy helps cause I get in my zone and I don't think about anything but the job at hand. But the minute is all over and done with my heart starts to crave and the longing is extreme.

Tae:" Is this how its always going to be? Are we going to be in a long distance relationship?

Jk:" Baby we will make it work,right?

Tae:" yes,it's just now The work load is piling up and the distance is widening.  It scared me honestly

Jk:" I do understand that but we are doing this for our future too.For our kids,Bam and Tan. Also for our families too

Tae:" It's still so fucking hard,I miss you like crazy.

Jk:" We are different baby,things will work out. How was your day? What did you do?

Tae:" I wanted to go shopping but I just wasn't in the mood so I just stayed in and watched movies and your performance over and over again.

Jk:" Are you having your mans withdrawal symptoms ?

Tae:" Hmmm,yes I am. I am going to lock you up and just keep you with me when we get back home

Jk:" Baby you get to go home first, I still have the Calvin Klein event that's been pushed back by a day

Tae:" Seriously?

Jk:" I am sorry,it's just a day

Tae:" 24hours too long, it's fucking frustrating....

Jk:" Are you mad?

Tae:"I can't be mad at anything Jungkook, it's work. We signed contracts

Jk:" You're calling me by my name in a annoyed voice,you're angry.

Tae:"It's your name and stop saying I am angry,I am just (sigh) going through stuff. I am in my head about our future and just reshuffling stuff

Jk:"I don't like it when you call me by my name and tell me what's on your mind

Tae:" Nothing don't think too much ,what are your plans for the day.

Jk:" We get the day off so a tour guide is going to show us around,we will go out for lunch and later some shopping.  Later one we plan to go to the club..dance the night away

Tae:" The club? Hmmmm why didn't I think of that?

Jk:" No clubbing for you,you don't have any friends to go out with