ONE TOO MANY CHANCES

Silent treatment

Tae's POV

I am in Japan now its the final day of shoots and promotions and I am honestly more miserable than I ever was before this whole long distance relationship work thing started.  Jungkook would atleast call me or text me or leave me voice messages but now he's not making any effort.

He leaves me on read or cuts my calls and honestly it's making me even more miserable.  I don't know what else to do but to continue asking for forgiveness and hope we can resolve this before going home

It's so bad that I can't even concentrate on meetings and I just want to burst out crying.  Why did I even think to do that? He thinks I made fun of his feelings ,gosh I am such an fucking idiot. He did like my IG post but didn't comment on it

I was now having lunch with manager and Peter,Celine CEO

Peter:" What's with the sad look? Are you and Jungkook fighting?

Tae:" ah no,we really aren't fighting.  I just did a stupid thing and now he's so mad at me that he won't even take my calls.

Peter:" Well I hope you two work it out,I love you as a couple and you bring out the best in each other.

Tae:" He is giving me the silent treatment, and I am going back home tomorrow and I really don't know what to expect from him when he comes home. He uh said he was done in our last call and ended the call

I was now tearing up and wiped it quickly with the table cloth before it could reach my cheeks

Tae:" I don't like the distance, I have never felt thus way about anyone ever and it scares me to the point that I self sabotage. I am so afraid that the wedding won't happen or that he will fall back to being with other guys.

Peter:" well,you have to have this conversation with him,honestly. Tell him all your fears and be open about it. Once you're officially a married couple we could always work a schedule out that matches with your husband's so you can travel together for work but he is in a band and will travel on tours and you have to sometime accompany him and sometimes work on your own while he is away. Absence makes the heart grow founder.

Tae:"( sobbing in my hands) yes,it's my reality and I knew all of this when I started to date him.I just didn't know it would affect me this much

Mngr:" It's okay son,you will work this out and everything will be fine.

I wipe my tears and we continue eating and having conversations about future activities and I think about what Peter said,matching our schedules so we can work in the same cities together, sounds so good to me.

After our meal,I went back to the Hotel,as did my manager and I called Jungkook again and still no answer. This hurts so much,I leave him another voice message.

{To Hus-bae🔒: Babe,you can punish me all you want ,be angry,be mad everything, please just don't ignore me. I am not going to stop apologize to you. I am so sorry. (Voice trembling) I-I am so wrong for what I did and you have the right to ignore me but ah fuck I hate this okay please call me or text me. I miss you and I am deeply inlovee with you. I don't take you for granted or think your feelings are a joke,I genuinely apologize baby. }

As soon as I send the message it's received, blue ticked.  I see bubbles and it looks like he's replying but it soon disappeared and no message came.

What drastic measures can I take to make this man realize that I am on my knees begging for his forgiveness and that when I remembered that I had taken a video where I was dressed up in a bunny outfit,sitting on my knees begging for his cum all over my face.
I hope it's still there,I sit up on the bed and scroll through my videos and viola I found it.