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a letter to you

Okay, so- *embarrassed* 

I wrote a letter to Maydays, which is YOU, in a sleep deprived state recently. Of course, I didn't post it before, I thought I'd embarrass myself publicly, but then i was like, "nah, it's cute." 

It was actually handwritten, but if i posted it written in my handwriting, NOBODY would have been able to decipher it. So i am gonna type it all out now, heh. 

Therefore, i present to you a letter to Maydays, written by me while i was on a dose of three glasses of coffee! applause, please! 

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Dear Maydays, 

That sounds so cheesy, oh, god. But then again, scratching it out would look disgusting on the paper. Plus, it's literally the first word on this sheet. 

Okay, so did I tell you guys how much I love you? No, I don't think I did enough. I LOOOOOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!~~ (we shall get back to this at the end) 

When I was at the lowest time of my life, contemplating whether to stay or go, I found you. Actually, you made your way to me when I did not even know that I needed you -- you, who brightened up my days and made life seem beautiful. You still do that, you always do that. Thank you for finding your way to my ignorant self. 

It was, very truly, a gift to me when I got my first read, my first vote, saw the numbers changing on my story upon reloading the page. Most of you started from Sugar Daddy, yeah? I was absolutely obsessed with writing it because the more I wrote it, the more I got to interact with you. I know that we are only connected through the internet, and that my family tells me to stay away from online sites because this isn't the "real world," but my world is you. 

I sound like I'm writing to my lover, but I love you more than a non-existent species of human (well, if you happen to exclude Bang Chan) (yep, I'm still delulu). 

Worry not; I'm not leaving you. I'm not going away. Not yet. This is just being written to... I don't know exactly why I'm writing this, but I felt like appreciating your presence. Thank you for supporting me. 

I am supposed to be studying for my entrances right now, and it's about to be 4 AM, and I'm on my third glass of cold coffee (I make really good cold coffee, by the way. Someday, I'll have you taste it). BUT! I AM HIGH WITH MY LOVE FOR YOUUUUUU!!!!! 

Coming back to the topic of how much I love you, get ready to be spoiled. 

BECAUSE I adore and appreciate you, and I love your presence, and I truly and genuinely am proud of you. I'm proud of how far each of you have come, and I'm proud of how far you'll go! The way is long and tiring, so come to me whenever you want to rest your wings. I am happy to be your comfort, your shade, or your mom (???) since a lot of you call me that. 

I love you! 

All the love
Udeesha <3 

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*slides out of the dms* 

i'm sorry if that was cheesy, i tend to love everything and everyone obsessively :)