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we lost a star

Hello, Maydays. I don't bear good news today... 

I just got to know that one of the Maydays, whose Wattpad account has now been deleted but we call her Karina/Kari, has taken her life. It happened yesterday, I believe, and I am incredibly saddened to hear that we lost a star from our little constellation. 

I remember her as a very avid reader of mine, and although we did not interact too much, I can still remember her often asking me for an update on Sugar Sweet. I'm sorry, Kari, I could not make your wish come true... 

She was amazing and a really amiable person to talk to. I wish I could talk to her more, ask her to stay for a little longer, talk her out of suicide. Even though we were not the closest, I genuinely feel like I failed her. She could have been saved. She could be amongst us right now. This letter would never have been written. 

Rest in peace, Kari. I hope you're happier with the angels above <3 

AND: if you feel like committing the same act, PLEASE don't do it. Taking your life is really not worth it. I say this with experience, but things do get better, even if you don't believe they will. Change is the only constant in this world, and things will change. You will get better. You will be happier. Life will look good. If not now, then soon. 

I'm always open to talk to, you know it. Please don't shy away from approaching me. If I'm not good at giving advice, I'll listen to you vent out, I'll be the shoulder you can cry on. I'll do whatever I can to save you. Just reach out. Please! 

I love you, and I hope you remember Kari with love.

<3