I remember this day like yesterday....
January 24th, 2018 the night i had sex with Jimmy for the first time
All my surgeries were done and I was ready to go out and live again. The only thing was I didn't know if I was ready to give up my coochie. I was eating breakfast with the girls. "We going to the booty club tonight," Shayla said as I laughed. "It's going to be fun," I said. "Invite that dude you talking to." Lakeyah said. "His name is Jimmy," I said as they laughed. "Shit girl all I know is you better give it up before one of them strippers do." She said as I laughed. Truth be told she was right. I haven't had sex in a year and that was with Nikki but then again it's the old saying: it's like riding a bike you never forget. "I got a room just in case," I said. "That's our girl getting back in the game," Shayla said as I laughed. I ain't going to lie I was scared to get broke off. What if I get addicted and I become a crackhead hooked on Jimmy's nut? "What hotel are you staying at?" Shayla asked. "Staypineapple," I said. "That's a great choice. I know a few girls who stayed there for a staycation with their men." Lakeyah said. "What about lingerie?" Shayla asked. "I haven't thought about it," I said. "You need something to get Jimmy feeling you. We are going to a sex shop." Lacey said. "Are y'all my fairy god mothers?" I asked. "Yes." They all said as I laughed. "We gonna get you right," Shayla said. "We also need to get you a bottle for the room. The hotel mini bars be overpriced as fuck." Lacey said as I laughed.
Shayla was curling my hair as I sat there nervously. "What if he doesn't like my outfit?"
I asked. "Girl don't be worried. Men fuck anything." Lakeyah said as I rolled my eyes. "Which perfume?" I asked. "Do Tom Ford cherry. It makes you smell like you got money." Tyler said as I laughed. "Thanks, big dog," I said smiling. We loaded up the car after I dropped my stuff off at the hotel.
(My dress)
Jimmy waited for us outside the hustler club. He was standing in a green jacket, a pair of Jordan's black jeans, and a gold Rolex looking good. It was as if time stopped just seeing him. "Hey ladies," Jimmy said greeting everyone. "Hey." They all said. Jimmy walked to me as I smiled. "Hi Jimmy," I said. "You look beautiful Jay." He said as I blushed. "Thank you," I said as he kissed my hand. The girls and Tyler smiled at me. "Wanna go inside?" He asked. "Yeah," I said reaching into my purse and grabbing my wallet. "Don't worry about that. I'll take care of it." Jimmy said paying for us and I smiled. "He such a gentleman."
Shayla said as I giggled. We walked over to our section and there were bottles on bottles. "Want me to make you a drink?" Jimmy asked. "Please," I said as he made it. Tequila cranberry with a splash of OJ. "Cheers," I said as we clinked our glasses together. I sipped my drink watching the hoochies strut their stuff. "You look good."
Jimmy said as I smiled. "Thank you," I said as we talked over the loud music and fluorescent lights. I was vibing to "No Limit" by G Easy ASAP Rocky and Cardi B. As I rapped all the words to Cardis verse with Shayla, Jimmy watched me quietly with Tyler. "You like her man?" Tyler asked Jimmy. "I do she's a sweetheart," Jimmy said. "You know she's been through a lot," Tyler said as they talked. "Yeah, I know." He said. "I think you should make a move to see where her head is at emotionally. Check on her you know." Tyler said as Jimmy nodded his head agreeing. I walked over after using the restroom. "Y'all ok?" I asked. "Yeah, we are good," Jimmy said as I hugged him. As the night went on, Jimmy was being a little standoffish toward me. "Everything ok Jimmy?" I asked as he smiled at me. "Yeah Im um just happy to see you having fun," Jimmy said as I smiled. "You wanna go somewhere and talk?" I asked. "Yeah we can go outside," Jimmy said as we walked. The girls looked as we stood outside. "What's on your mind?" I asked Jimmy. "I've known you since October of last year and I just found you." He said. "Captivating?" I asked as he smiled. "Yes." He said as I smiled. "Im not like most girls Jimmy," I said. "I know and that's what I find so attractive about you." He said as I smiled. "What kind of girls do you usually go for?" I asked. "Strippers models." He said as I rolled my eyes playfully. "You and every other man in the world," I said as we laughed. "What else you wanna talk about?" I asked as I leaned against the wall of the strip club. Jimmy stands in front of me as I look at him biting my lip and smiling. "You have been such a gentleman baby," I said as he smiled. "I don't wanna force myself onto you and start making you feel uncomfortable," Jimmy said as I smiled. "I don't mind a little kiss," I said as he smiled. Jimmy leans in as we start kissing each other. The city lights, the pulsating beat of the music in the club hitting our bodies as we made out. A loud group of people cheered outside of a car interrupting our moment. "Ooh wee," I said biting my lip. "You're right about that," Jimmy said as I smiled. "I shouldn't tell you this but umm I've always wanted to fuck in an alley," I said as he smiled. "I don't wanna rush you into anything," Jimmy said. "Oh you ain't rushing me I haven't had sex in a year I ain't waiting no more," I said as we walked into an alley behind the club. Jimmy pins me against the wall as we make out with each other. I felt this spark between me and Jimmy.