I know I've said it before: BEING WITH A FOOTBALL PLAYER ISN'T FOR THE FAINT OF BUT I KNOW WHAT I SIGNED UP FOR. Today was no exception. I was on my way picking up Jimmy from Sofi not happy about the fact he's a ram and I stand on it. "Hello sunshine." Jimmy said kissing me as I rolled my eyes. "What happened?" He asked confused. "You're a ram that's what happened." I said as he sighed. "Baby come on don't start this shit." Jimmy said. "Nah bro we doing this. Your agent don't give a fuck about you dawg." I said mad. "He does." Jimmy said. "No he don't. That asshole knows New England needs a qb why didn't they make an effort to try to get you?" I said. "They are in a rebuilding stage." He said. "And they could use a veteran to help." I said mad. "Baby come on with this shit." He said. I'm upset about the fact jimmy's agent doesn't give a fuck about him but I do. I know I'm not a sports agent but yet I worry about him and I don't want something to happen to him. "Excuse the fuck out of me if I'm on edge about the fact you played a year with the raiders and what happened with you. But excuse the fuck out of me." I said mad. "Baby I'm trying to continue my dream of still being in the nfl. You have your dream let me have mine." Jimmy said and that's when it hit me. Jimmy has been supportive of everything I've done and I've done the same for him. I was being selfish. "You're right." I said tearing up. "I shouldn't be going hard at you." I said as he dried my face. "I'm sorry baby. You're right. I shouldn't be going so hard on you but fuck I want the best for you." I said. "That's what I love about you baby. You always go hard for me." Jimmy said. "Someone got to." I said as he smiled. "I think you're a starter you don't need to be someone's back up." I said. "I get that baby but you know the nfl. One man goes down he's the next man up that's how it goes." He said as I nodded in agreement. "Ground rules. I'm not going to any rams games unless the niners play." I said: "I'm not wearing your rams jersey." I said. "Deal," Jimmy said as he shook my hand.
I was in the bathroom playing "Teenage fantasy" by Jorja smith looking in the mirror combing my hair as Jimmy comes in the bathroom shirtless. He comes behind me kissing my neck as I smiled. "You know I love you." He whispered. "I love you too." He said as I kissed his lips. Jimmy pins me against the wall as we made out. I pull Away biting my lip smiling at him. "I love you." He said as I smiled. "I love you too." I said as left the room before spanking me hard. "Fuck." I moaned as he laughed. I was laying in bed watching real housewives as I smell Jimmy cooking up something. He comes upstairs holding a plate of food. "I made you some sausage and peppers." Jimmy said as I smiled. "Thank you baby." I said kissing him before eating. As I'm eating Roman calls Jimmy. "Sup man." Roman said talking to him. "Yeah let me talk to her." Jimmy said. "Baby Roman wants to know something." He said. "Put the phone on speaker." I said. "What's up tribal chief?" I asked. "So I know you and Jimmy are doing separate shit for the season. But Jimmy what's going to happen if it's just me and jay alone dude? I want to be fully honest and transparent about our whole relationship." Roman asked. "I mean if you guys wanna fuck and you're at a game together just text me and let me know I don't want it to be a secret." Jimmy said. "I mean it's casual but I want jay to be honest like we have been during our whole relationship you know?" Jimmy said. "Yeah I agree," I said. "Thank you Jimmy." Roman said. "You're welcome man." Jimmy said. "I'll call yall soon." Roman said. "I don't want it to be an issue baby." I said. "It won't be you and Roman are being honest." He said.
