Heartbreak , loneliness and this feeling of worthlessness so many complex emotions, along with a range of questions , the urge to shout , the plea to cry but who is there to listen - no one.
Five husbands yet not even one is there is to hold me, to...
it has been the longest and the most worst two days of life ... In this two days . I tried two thousands time to break this damn door, but this door didn't even budge from its position, in this time we tried multiple time to confront panchali but she is not responding to any of us, it's like she is not even present there , the erre silence from that side of the door is scaring me to the core ...
What if she she did something..... No... No ... No... I can not loose her, I cannot loose my only hope to live, I cannot loose the love of my life , I need to break this doomed thing called door and reach to my precious wife.....
I tried again and again to break the door open.... My both shoulders bruised , unbearable pain shooting through both my arms but i do not care about any if these things... I just need my panchali... " Arya... Arya please stop... You are hurting yourself... Please don't do this Arya "
I can hear Valandhra wailing and trying to pry me away from hurting myself..... " Arya ....mata kunti is returning from hastinapur today and she will make every thing right, she will... She will order jiji to open the door and you know naa arya that jiji never ever defy any order of mata....Please just don't hurt yourself .... We will get our jiji ... Our lifeline .... back arya... Just few more prahar wait arya ...just few "
Mata is coming... Yes mata ... She will order panchali to open up and when she will open the door I will fall at her pious feet begging for forgiveness ....but i will also scold her how dare she - how can she just suffer every thing alone... I am her life partner and I needed half of her pain, her sufferings, her problems.... Never again she is going to suffer anything alone ....
Panduputr bheem will be standing between her and this word call pain... Every pain has to go through me to reach her....
I will not repeat the same mistake again ever in my life that I did in dyut sabha.... Just give me a place in your heart this one time priye.....I promise you I will not let you down again....
Just once look at me with those beautiful doe eyes of yours , just once let me embrace you, just once let me smell the Intoxicating blue lotus smell from your body.... Just once love... Just once.. " Rajmata kunti is arriving..... " The gaurd announced at that exact moment..... " Mata shree ".... five voices chorused together... With a sense of relief in their voice.. Hoping that their mother will make every thing alright....
Pranipat Mata....Mata ...please, please ask panchali to open this door .. She is not listening to us Mata.... We are trying to open it since.....
Without paying any attention me and to my ranting.....Mata moved forward with tears shining in her eyes ..... She went directly to the chamber of my dear wife....
With her cloaged and raspy voice she started -" Putri I know you are too hurt to acknowledge anyone of us ... But putri how can I be indifferent to the pain that you are going through.. Let your Mata in my child....Let me tend your wounds , let me hold you to my heart, let me repent for the sin that my sons had did.....They are considered the greatest yodha of the yug ... But today I refuse to consider them so and I will not accept them as a yodha until they avenge you my child... Please let your Mata in putri... "
And just like a miracle the door opened as soon as mata touched it.... I stood there flabbergasted.. The same door which I was not able to open even after trying for multiple times opened with just a mere touch of Mata.
This thought only arises a numbing pain in me ......am I that uninvited in your territory now love... Please do not throw me out of your heart... Please.. Please.. Please .....
The thumping of feets took me out of my contemplation... With baited breath I also dragged myself in the chamber of my love.... Preparing myself for the unknown...
As soon as I entered in the chamber .... My eyes hovered over the entire room assessing every part and corner of the room in search of my life line, my wife.. But to my utter horror the whole chamber was empty, the scary silence in the room, the absence of the owner of the room started giving me anxiety , worry settled deep in my gut .....
"KRISHNAA....... " The loud wailing of arjun attracted my attention towards him ..... Arjun went limp in the arms of bharata yudhishthir , his eyes went hollow, the letter that he was holding in his hand slipped down......
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