Paranoid

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Pac POV

It was morning and I was making coffee. The kids wouldnt be up for a while yet.

"Shit" I heard fit say "I was supposed to meet phil im late"

I looked to see him rushing around and grabbing his things.

"Ill be back pac, ok"

"Alright bye fit" i said. As soon as he shut the door an uneasiness hit my stomach.

Is he avoiding me? Does he think im annoying. We have been spending a lot of time together after we got back from purgatory. Maybe he realized hes sick of me after he got the chance to be away for so long

I was lost in thought with my morning coffee

"Pai?" I heard richas say

"Yes richas" I answered, no emotion in my voice

"Are you ok pai" he asked

"Yeah, im ok" i snapped out of the trance

"You look sad pai" richas said

"Im ok richas, thanks" i reassured him "why dont you go wake ramon"

He nodded and ran towards ramons room, leaving me alone.

I asked mike to come watch the kids, so I could take a walk. He agreed and a little while later a knock came to the door. I opened it, letting him in

"Oi mike" i said, attempting to be cheerful, but doubting it worked

"Oi pac" mike said "are you ok?"

"Im fine mikey, I just need to take a walk" I said, walking past him

"Wheres fit" he asked

"At phils, ill be back in a bit" I said, closing the door before he could respond

I walked through the forest, lost in my thoughts. Why would fit not just tell me if im annoying him.

Fits POV

I get to phils. I feel bad for leaving in a hurry, but im late to meet phil

He was already working when I arrived

"Hey phil, sorry im late" i said

"No worries mate" phil said "its not like this is time sensitive" he said chuckling

"Oh yeah" i said "what are we working on today"

"Well, chayanne wanted to build a racetrack" he said "we can help him with that"

"Sounds like a plan" i said

We started to work on the project. And phil and I started talking

"So how did purgatory go" phil asked

"I should be asking you, red is the one that went crazy"

"Bolas bolas bolas" he started to chant

"Ok, i see the answer to that" i said laughing, phil joining in

"Im serious fit, it couldnt be easy being on different teams than pac"

"It wasnt, we promised not to kill each other, so it worked out". I was leaving out the part where we met up every night. Theres some parts of our relationship I want to keep private.

"It works i guess" phil said shrugging

"How are chayanne and tallulah" i asked, changing the subject away from pac and I

"Theyre doing fine, a little shaken up, from everything, but theyre alright" he said "hows ramon"

"Hes doing good. Right back to his contraptions". Ramon liked to build things even before purgatory

"Did you tell the kids about you and pac" he asked

"I did" i said "ramons been giving us shit about it" I said, chuckling a little

"What do you mean" phil asked

"He makes jokes about it"

Phil started laughing "what do you expect from him"

-time skip-

The sun started to go down.

"Oh i got to get home" i said, hurrying to pack my things

"Alright, see you next time" phil said waving

I get home and go through the door. Pac is doing the dishes, it looks like he just had dinner with the kids

"Oi pac" i said

"Oi fit" he said. His tone seemed a bit sad

I walked up behind him and put my arms around him, laying my head on his shoulder

"Im sorry im home so late"

"Its ok" he said in the same tone.

"Are you alright" i asked. He never sounds like this.

"Im fine fit" he said turning his head and shooting me a small smile

A while after we sent the kids to bed, pac and i crawled into bed. I was very tired, so I passed out shortly after laying down

Pac POV

As soon as we went to bed, fit was fast asleep. If hes annoyed at me, maybe he wants his bed to himself.

I quietly get up, as to not disturb him, and go to my bedroom. The bed hasnt been slept in for a long time, and the room has almost become the guest room again.

I crawl into the bed, tears start to roll down my cheek. I was missing the guy that was just in the next room. I dont want to annoy him though, so I try and get some sleep.

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