𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐌, LN

𝟚𝟜.

Rain Piastri
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𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴  STRANGERS - Celeste
𝟬.𝟬𝟬-𝗼———————𝟰.𝟭𝟱

I woke up sweating. Like beads of sweat on my forehead.

I was stressing.

"Darling?" He pressed gentle kisses along my neck which made me remember the reason why i was stressing so much.

"What's wrong?"

"I—Lando we can't do this"

I could see the smile on his face drop into a neutral expression.

"What do you mean we can't do this?"

"What about Oscar—my family, the media and you Lando! You don't deserve to be with someone like me"

"No! Mar i dont give a shit who's mad at us. We can do whatever we want okay"

"i just can't do it Lando"

"Mar, look at me" He had one hand holding my chin as I looked up at him "I love you, I love every bit of you. No one can drag me away from you"

"I can though" I got up and put a shirt on, turning around so my back was to Lando. "So thats why you should leave"

"Mar, you can't be serious?" he let out a scoff as he got up as i could hear the sheets rustling.

"After yesterday you just going to make me leave?"

"Lando I can't do this. I'll get eaten alive by media and i don't want that!"

"Then we can go private for a while just for you" he made his way over to me and placed both of his arms around me bringing me close.

I couldn't bear being around him knowing I'm breaking both his and my heart but i just couldn't do it. He has so much more to loose than me so he should just leave me behind.

"I love you" was the last thing he said to me before he grabbed his bag and left.

I didn't look as i heard the door close. Sure i loved Lando but being seen with him was a completely different story. One i don't fit into.

People like me as Lando's friend not his lover, and they'd never see me as that. Never.

They won't accept it. So I'll accept the fact that I can't.

I dropped down onto the fall against the wall. head roasting against my knees as i let tears fall.

I hated that i let myself get close to him so soon. I hated that i let myself love him. And after all that i let him go.

but if you love someone you have to let them go right?

I scrambled for my phone that was somewhere beside me and frantically scrolled to find the only persons contact i wanted to talk to.

"Ray?"

His voice was cheerful until he heard the sniffles i let out.

"Ray, are you okay?"

"I—Lando came yesterday and...we told eachother that we loved one another..but—Charles i told him he had to leave"

"When did you tell him that"

"Just now"

the call went silent

"Charels I can't be seen with him"

"Why not? You two are always together?"

"Because eyeone sees me as a frien to him they'll hate me when they find out that he loved me"

"Don't say loved, he still loved you"

"What was i suppose to do!"

"I dont know Ray. Thats not my place to say"

"Charles I can't see him again, not after this"

"Ray I can't force you two to talk or see each other but your going to have to see each other from time to time"

"When did you get so wise?"

"Don't push the topic aside. You clearly still love him and making the media the breaking point in a valid point but your strong enough for that Ray. You tell them who you are,  just imagine! Rain Piastri, Lando Norris's girlfriend!"

"Don't ever say that again"

"Sorry sorry. But Ray, just know that your always welcome in the Ferrari garage"

"You do realise Oscar is my brother?"

"And your brother is Lando's teammate, of cause i know that"

"What did i just do?"

"I dont know man"

"Charles this isnt helping my metal state!"

"Ray, your His Problem not mine. you deal with the heartbroken boy"

(AN, am I aware that this is boring? Yes. So i will double update for yous)