TSUKASA ANGST | They All Hate Me Now....

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(I'm sorry sillies that this is so cringey I'm trying my best to cope my with my weird ahh writing style ig.💔 don't judge pls 😭)

Tsukasa's POV

During when Saki was practicing with her bandmates, her illness took over and now she's in the hospital again.

Mother and father after work go visit Saki while I'm at school. They only care about her just because of this stupid illness and nothing about me.

What am I saying?

A star shouldn't worry too much about that! After all, Saki needs more support along the way!

But...

Ugh, get that off of your head Tsukasa! You've got to get on school on time!!!

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"Hey, have you heard of the ----- ---- ---- -- -- --- -------- -----?" (rumor that Saki is in the hospital again?)
"Wait no way really....? Why is she -- --- -------- --- --- ------ ----??" (in the hospital for the second time??)

"Ew imagine! ---- -------- -- -- ---- -- --- --------!" (Saki deserves to be back in the hospital!)
"Right?? ------- and ---- were honestly an annoying ass since the beginning!" (Tsukasa & Saki)

"------- is such a --- -------! He should've noticed that ---- ------ --- so sudden!" (Tsukasa–bad brother–Saki passed out.)

Tsukasa looked around and was wondering what people were whispering to each other and why were eyes staring at him? Tsukasa thought at first it was just people whispering how AWESOME!!!–the Wonderland x Showtime troupe preformed in their last show.

The atmosphere around the building was strange however. 

Tsukasa felt and maybe knew that all this weird yap yap happening around wasn't really fitting... He just brushed it off like it was nothing and continued to head to his classroom.

Once he was in another hallway, everyone in the hall was staring at him back with an ugly face.

What was going on? Why was everyone acting like this? Why were people looking like he did something wrong? Did he do something wrong?

Tsukasa's started to feel worried.

Yesterday everyone was just fine minding their own business and doing whatever... How did it end up with Tsukasa just getting all the negative attention the next day!?

Whatever Tsukasa did, everyone looked at him.

Even during class everyone was staring at him every time the teacher's back was turned and just wanted to teach the fucking class.

This felt way different.

People staring at him everywhere he went.

Scary...

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Bell rung and class finally ended, Tsukasa decided to quickly get out of his seat.

He was running so fast that he didn't know where he was going. Maybe to the rooftop? Not many people visited there anyway. Tsukasa just wanted those bad eyes to get off of him.

When Tsukasa said he wanted people staring at him with attention, he didn't mean when it was some kind of gossip! He wanted stares where classmates thought how him and the rest of Wonderland x Showtime put outstanding shows for people to listen and watch. It's what he wanted!

Tsukasa wanted everyone to have bright smiles on his faces!

Was last show not good enough for anyone?