TSUKASA ANGST | They All Hate Me Now....

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(Sorry that the first chapter is shorter than an average angst wattpad writing, I'm trying my best to cope and give out more longer chapters. 🥲 + school having these exams coming up and I'm not ready 🔥)

EDIT: OMG I'M SO FUCKING SORRY THAT I CAN'T MAKE THESE MESSAGES IN THE GOD DAMN MIDDLE BARE WITH ME AHHHHH my laptop won't let me do so and it's SO FUCKING ANNOYING💀💀💀

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It was the next day, the bad attention started to go away but some people were still staring.

I swear I've done nothing wrong on the weekend! The only shocking thing that happened was Saki falling into the hospital again!

Oh wait...

Could that be the reason classmates were staring at me?
Though, I said to myself that could never be the reason!

Maybe everyone was just in such a bad mood? Yeah, I think it's that. But...What could make it so that everyone was angry, worse yet–to a world future star like me!? Couldn't they just blame the right person!?!?!?!

Calm down Tsukasa, calm down...

This might be a long ride...

I went to my locker and grabbed stuff that I needed for English since we were going to have a pop quiz on it tomorrow. Out of every subject out there in school, English is the hardest! Even if I had to pick one–I would rather do math than English!

Taking my stuff to the Library, I saw Toya doing his Library duty. Why not say "hi" to him?

"Oh, Toya!" I said while waving at him.

"Tsukasa-senpai?" Toya looks at me and smiles. "What are you doing with carrying that much stuff?"

"Since we have a pop quiz tomorrow on English, I decided I should study in the library today."
"Ah, I see."

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Me and Toya just stared at each other like it was a competition to not blink. I also wanted to ask him to see if he had heard the "rumors" about me.

"Something wrong, Tsukasa-senpai?"

"It's just...Have you heard anything about me recently from other students?"

"Hm?" Toya shook his head as he put books on the shelf. "I don't think so. Why do you ask?"

None of the Wonderland x Showtime and Toya had even heard anything about me yesterday!? I could understand Emu because she's in another school called "Miyamasuzaka Girl's Academy" but the rest?? The troupe said they would keep their ears on about anything suspicious about this... Do the people who are gossiping about me know when to keep their mouths shut whenever one of my friend's are near and whenever it's just someone? I shouldn't tell Toya or he would get worried...

Wait, haven't I already worried the members? Just telling Toya would probably make it worse! He will probably hear about it later anyway–might be even before me!!!!

"Don't worry Toya! I just wanted to ask because I think our last show the rest of Wonderland x Showtime and I was outstanding to audiences! I'm really interested in hearing what their thoughts were about it."

That wasn't an entire lie. I usually don't lie to Saki, Toya, or others because I hate making them worry that the future star should be taken care of!

"Okay then, take care Tsukasa-senpai." Toya waved at me for the last before going back to his duty.

It was hard to study the English materials after that.

Now I feel like I regretted not telling Toya because he could've helped too?? But I don't want to give him more weight on his shoulders than he has already.