That One Moment | Cake

11~ The Truths A Bitch

CALUM's POV

"No!" I push Michael away. "He's alive!" I cry. I stand up and run. Just run. I run until I see it.

The bridge.

I step on the ledge and look down at the water. A current. Great. Just what I need. Literally. I need to be with Luke. I really do. I love him. I can't live without him. He's a part of me. He's a part of my heart. When I heard he's dead my heart shattered and burned into ashes. I just can't.

"DONT DO IT CALUM" Ashton shouts running towards me with Michael by his side.

I ignore them and take a breath.

"May we meet again"

MICHAEL's POV

I see Calum mouth something before jumping.

"CALUM!" I scream looking over the ledge and seeing Calum plop into the water. Tears stream down my face before Ashton speaks.

"Let's go down to the bed of the river" His voices breaks.

"I don't see him" I cry.

"Calum!" Ashton yells.

"Wait wait wait what's that?" I announce seeing a shadow in the river. Ashton immediately jumps into the water and fishes out the body. He breathes heavily setting Calum on the ground.

"He's not breathing" Ashton says. I take a leap and start pumping Calum's chest.

"Come on!" I whisper/yell. Soon enough Calum starts choking and spits out water.

"Oh my god Calum" I hug him tightly. Ashton joins in as we all start crying.

"I need to be with Luke!" Calum shouts through his tears while pulling away from our hugs.

"Calum he's dead" Ashton cries.

"No he's not! He's alive!" Calum continues to shout.

"Calum," I sniffle putting my hand on his shoulder. "If you know he's alive, why did you try to kill yourself saying that you two need to be together because he's dead and your alive?" My voice cracks.

Calum stays silent for a while before breaking down again.

"Come on. Let's go home" Ashton takes a deep breath helping Calum up.

• At Home •

"Calum we know this is very difficult for you. It is for all of us. But we are willing to do anything to help you" Ashton says as we all sit down on the couch.

Calum stays silent just staring at Ashton.

"If you don't wanna talk were fine with that, just know that we mean it" I sigh.

Calum stands up and walks to Luke's room.

Ashton sighs and let's his head fall into his hands.

"It's gonna be okay" I say hugging him. He gives me a small smile.

CALUM's POV

I Grab my beats pill and my phone. I set them up and start playing 'The Memory' by mayday parade. I lay down on the bed and stay staring at the ceiling.

'She is everywhere I go,

Everyone I see,

Winters gone and I still can't sleep,

And summers on the way,

At least that's what they say,

But these clouds won't leave,