ENTICE || JJk•PJm•KTh

Chapter 53 || Give Me Love

"how was your day?"

jiah hums dismissively for an answer, focused on washing the dishes after dinner. she had already started cooking after coming back from yoongi's, so that she can at least have a good dinner with jungkook after cancelling the afternoon plans. she felt bad for it, especially when jungkook is always so understanding and patient with her.

"are you too tired?" he asks, wrapping his arms around jiah's waist, keeping her in a hack hug and dips his head down in her neck, inhaling deeply. "you always smell so good." he mutters, licking the skin with his tongue, making jiah shudder in his arms.

it illicits a reaction that she wasn't expecting from herself, her hand grips the sponge tightly, suddenly the image of taehyung kissing her on the exact spot where jungkook's lips are right now, makes her cringe and want to pull away. taehyung held her exactly like this while his hands roamed around her hips and waist and mouth kissed her neck. jiah feels disgusting, staring at her son's cup in her hand, foam leaking from the sponge and dripping down her hand. she'd like to ask jungkook to stop, but the fear of disappointing him rises higher.

taking a deep breath, jiah tries to calm herself down a bit, for the last thing she wants is jungkook to think that he makes her uncomfortable. 'it's just jungkook' keeps repeating in her head, hoping to convince herself that nobody else is touching her. yet, it doesn't seem to be that effective, for all her she really wishes is to not be touched. gulping the anxeity down with the lump forming in her throat, she looks over her shoulder, almost going to ask jungkook to stop. but seeing his eyes closed and feeling his fingers brushing gently on her waist, it doesn't let her say anything.

in a second, jungkook stops on his own and kisses her cheek, "go, put jihun to sleep. i'll do this."

jiah clears her throat, nodding her head and washes her hands quickly, "thanks." jungkook smiles in return, patting her side as she walks past him, heading to take jihun and try putting him to sleep now.

"jihun, where are you?" she calls, frowning as she looks around the living room where all of jihun's toys are scattered and his electric car parked beside the couch. "come out, ji. it's time to go to bed."

a faint giggle makes it to jiah's ears, and she hums to herself, pretending to think where jihun could be hiding, "where is jihun? mamma's looking for him." she speaks out loud, making her way to the side of the couch and peeks behind him, catching the toddler crouching behind one leg, covering his face with his hands. "found you!" she lets out, lifting him off the floor and cradles him in her arms, showing his face with kisses, eliciting a trail of playful cackles.

she sits down on the couch, keeping her son on her lap and smiles fondly at him, kissing the tip of his cute little nose, "mamma loves you." she whispers.

"wuv mamma." jihun chimes cutely, giggling as he touches jiah's face, earning a chuckle from her. "mi'k?" he asks suddenly, and jiah scrunches her face, shaking her head. "ji wan' mi'k." he repeats, tugging on her top.

"no, baby. you're a big boy now. and mamma doesn't have enough milk anymore." she tries to reason him, standing up and head to her room.

"mi'k!" the toddler definitely doesn't understand her, determined to lift the fabric of her top and feed himself.

"stop it, ji." jiah laughs lightly, laying down on the bed with jihun, "you ate your dinner, right? you're not even hungry right now."

"mi'k..." he pouts, eyes pooling with tears instantly, making jiah sigh.

"okay fine, don't cry. you're so dramatic." she sighs, sitting up and jihun happily lays down on her lap, moving his legs in the air in excitement. "i'm sure other babies are not so demanding." jiah huffs jokingly at her son, letting him have the nipple in his mouth and suckle out the small amount of milk her body still produces all because jihun still sometimes wants to breastfeed despite having completely switched to bottles and sipper cups now.