His Queen

Chapter FOUR

Obsession

Ever since from my childhood, my late grandfather had taught me to always on control of your emotions and to enjoy the power that comes to you over all because not everyone is blessed with to be born with power. And humans tend to afraid of things which they can't understand. So you have to understand your emotions better and held the control over them, masking the face of indifference and nonchalance. That's the common thing between us. We both were in control of our life, always level headed and know how to handle a situation with thinking about its consequences.

I have controlled my anger, my rage over the time because the person who can make you angry Is the one who can withhold power over you. And I have only craved for power right from the beginning. I am a king along with owner of a multi billion company. My responsibilities are bigger then my emotions. I can't get distracted by some irrelevant issues. One should know how to mask their emotions well. Even my own family, though I love them very much, knows well then to came between my life or cross me. They know I was always like that, not giving reaction or getting angry over something useless or insignificant.

My mother often used to worry about me that I should let my tears flow. I should react of my age when I was child. Throwing tantrums and all the stuff. But the only time I cried that too silently was when she left me at the age of 6. After six months my father married mom. She loved me like her own and cared for me. But I still used to miss my real mother sometimes. But as I grew up I got two siblings. I love them so much ,they are like my own child. Everything I am doing, earning and building is only for them. That's why I had decided to first get them settled in their life. Whatever they wanted to do I always respected that. Karn wanted to be a computer engineer, I made sure he received the best education and opened a company for him solely. Reva wanted to be an event manager, I invested in her company Reva and co. But all between family,work and responsibilities I also acquired a habit over the time or you can say a fascination that slowly became my obsession. My obsession with wanting any precious thing that I lay my eyes upon. My life was going smoothly without any hurdle but then one fateful day came the chaos in the name of Aparna Sharma.

I thought I was in control of my life, My emotions, I have power over everyone and everyone fears me but I was all wrong until I met her. The first time I saw in her eyes I felt a strange emotion basking in my heart. Those chocolate eyes of her are so alluring and filled with mischief that anyone can misunderstand her for a sweet saint girl. And She is all but that. She is a siren. She knows her effect over humans, wether girls or boys. She made me lose control. She made me angry, infuriated and pissed off all in one day! But that's not all, she made me feel something that even I didn't thought I can. Lust. And that too for her. I have fucked fair share of women in my 30 years of life, some of them were models and celebrities but Aparna, She is an art of god. Like an exquisite art form. Her eyes, her hair, her body, her lips everything about her is so perfect. She is craved perfectly. She is the only one who makes me angry one minute and makes me want to kiss her ferociously in the next minute. I never felt so confusing in my life. Not understanding what I want.

When she came in dining hall wearing that dress, I was awestruck by how every colour fits her perfectly. Like water she makes everything to fit her. She can be calm as sea and scary as a storm. Never knew I like to rile up people without reason until I met her. But she never back down. Always maintaining her 5ft stature straight and chin up infront of me like she doesn't fear me. Like she owns me that's partly true because now she owns my emotions. Well some of them. And I am afraid of it. Me. The king of Udaipur, afraid of a little girl. Sounds impossible but I learnt not everything is impossible.

So after dinner I went to my floor. The palace has a whole third floor exclusively only for me because I don't like disturbance. I entered in my ensuit office with only one thought in my mind that I have to avoid seeing chocolate at her stay here. Because God forbid me if next time she came in front of me I don't know what will I do. She makes me go crazy, with her time flows in slow pace yet I always render unable to think or study her. She is just soo unpredictable. No one can know what she thinks and will say on the next second.