I dont go crazy, I am crazy and I just go normal from time to time.

entry 5: termination

  I'm sorry but I just have to get this off my chest. I feel like shit. I just lost my best friend. No, not lost as in she's dead, but lost as in she's dead to me. I'm tired of all of this stuff that I have to deal with in both mine and her family. I cant even say her name right now, that's how bad it is.
  But, anyways, it's my fault but its hers too. I know she'd do anything to cover her own hide. My only crime is of airing my grievance with her little brother and dad. I told her step mom to tell her I said bye and that I loved her, because I do at the bottom of my heart and I always will, but if she wants to "be afraid of me because she's scared I'll hurt her if she says anything" fine. It's all fine. I don't care any more. I done and over her if she wants to say that. I've never hurt her like that and I never would, and it breaks my heart that she would say something like that but there's nothing I can do about it now. Her step mother cut all of our ties and now there's nothing that I can say to her.
  Really in all actuality this had nothing to do with any female in her family and it was mostly a grievance about her father but it was taken way too far since I'm a fighter and don't know when to shut my big fat mouth. I don't sit idly by while someone walks all over me so I terminate all ties of friendship. That's what you wanted, right? Good bye (and don't forget Facebook.)