I dont go crazy, I am crazy and I just go normal from time to time.

entry 11

It's been a while since I've encountered drama but I didn't expect my grandmother to be such a bitch when I asked her if my friend could tag along on a trip to Nashville. The most she would have to pay for is her lunch... But then Meme screams "family time" And says that going to Nashville every year before Christmas is a family thing. But seriously, what would it hurt to bring a friend who, to me, is like family. I don't have very many friends and I don't get out of the house much because my grandparents have a iron grip on my life... Even thought I'm 18. I'm in collage. Im starting to try to make a life for myself and then when I just want to have a little company on a long trip, I get bitched at.
Every year I get drug through all the stores in the mall, and god forbid I ask for anything, and then we go to some stupid ice show or something and freeze our asses off looking at something I've seen a million times, and then (big woop) we go to the opery mills hotel and can you guess what we do? We don't stay, no. We will around, go into more shops, look at food then go home at like 10 pm when we've been there since 12pm.
And then this morning after saying she didn't care if my friend went along, she said I couldn't go because she "didn't want to bore me" after I had already told my friend that she could go so I ha to tell her that I wasn't going to Nashville. But you know what? She's gonna stay the night with me and I'll have a good day and watch movies and stuff.
I'm sorry I'm bitching... I've just had a bad week. I hate living with my grand parents and sure as hell am not going to go live with my mom unless she gets rid of that thing. I'm just so tired of this shit. Ive had a lot of trouble getting a job but as soon as I have the money, I'm getting an apartment. I'll work for it as hard as I have to.