DIVINE

chapter 17

Maria's pov:
Last night was definitely something. I never thought that I would do at least not in the last months. Of course, being with him meant a lot of things, not only the fact that he was a mafia leader and because that meant there will be a lot of dangers for me and that his enemies will use me now knowing that I am his weak spot.

I thought about that before, but I didn't quite thought that I will become something real for him, only after yesterday night.  Let me tell you last night was something else. I never had a boyfriend or a relationship and neither did he but something felt so right about last night. He treated me so well and so gently, you wouldn't expect it from him, but he treated me the way I needed, in every way possible.

Of course, after all, I somehow knew that this day will come for me, but I didn't expect it to be with him, with this kind of person, don't get me wrong. I don't regret it. It's just unexpected and I love it. This thought of mine never left my mind since the day that I met him I knew that if I defend him in the trial, I will gather more enemies, which I didn't have before. Something didn't let me stop. I wanted to help him and more than that, I liked him since the first time I saw him, since the first time I laid my eyes on him. His aura...He had something special. And by the things he told me before I understand that he felt the same way since we first met. I also didn't think that he could be so gentle and sweet and kind and just... he was everything. But I know for a fact that he was like that just with me.

I am usually a cold person. I never imagined myself being in a relationship or sharing my feelings or even loving someone, but after all of those months when he waited for me when he treated me exactly how I should be treated. I feel like there is a special place in my heart for him and  I feel like it has always been there for him, but I didn't know it until a few months ago.

I decided that I want to be by his side. I want to be with him and I'm sure, I know he wants that too. I really loved him. I didn't lie when I said it last night and I think the memories from last night would be forever captured in my mind and soul and I wish...I wish they never fade away.

The stars, the moon, the dancing moment and the tension that we both felt. He was something that you don't see in real life. Usually, it was like a scene from the movies that you watch hopefully that you will feel something just like the first time he came in my kitchen and when I cooked for him. I think I will never stop comparing this because my life was now like a movie. I was in a relationship with the most known korean mafia leader, the most feared man in South Korea and honestly, even though that means a lot of things, I never wanted to leave.

He wasn't the only one who was soft around me. It was the same thing for me too, like I said, I don't usually show my emotions, but with him, they came out so easily, and I didn't feel weird expressing how I felt.

I was now laying in bed beside him the memories from last night coming in my mind over and over again, and while thinking about it, a smile spread on my face, I could feel my cheeks burning a bit being embarrassed, but in a good way.

I was turned with my back to him. He couldn't see my face, and he thought I might sleep so he started g caressing my arm, like I was a fragile object that he wouldn't want to ruin. He then got up slowly and looked over my shoulder thinking that I'm still asleep. He kissed my cheek and tucked me in the blanket better.
Then, he spoke:
-I know you aren't asleep, love.
-Oh shut up!
I said.

I turned my face to him now, covered in the blanket, being embarrassed again, my cheeks, probably a shade of pink, but I couldn't care less. I felt happy.
-Are you okay? Are you feeling hurt? Can I do something for you?
-No, don't worry, I feel amazing.
He then gave me a smirk.

I got up trying to go to the bathroom but my legs still hurt a bit. It wasn't as bad as last night, of course, he took great care of me. I am so lucky to have him.
-Still weak?
He asked almost laughing
- It's not funny!
-Cute.

I quickly brushed my teeth and went to get some clothes. While I was looking for them in my closet,I could hear him brushing his teeth too so I didn't think he could be done so fast. I didn't even heard him, being busy with looking at my clothes I couldn't sense him coming. He grabbed me behind my back, scaring me and making me scream.
-Jung! What are you doing?!
He put me over his shoulder and then put me in the bed, laying on top of me. I could get used to this and I will. By the look on his face, he thought the same thing.
-You know, he said, I think you can read my mind sometimes.
-I think you can read mine too.

He then grabbed my face and started leaving kisses all over my face and neck.
Then I felt a painful kiss on my neck.
-Ouch!
-Oh my...
He said.
-What's wrong?
-I love marking you, everyone will know now to who you belong. You look so fucking good with my kisses all over you, darling.
-You did not...
He started laughing and I got up to look in the mirror.
I gasped.
-Something wrong, love? You have a problem with that?
-No, of course not. It's just...
He listened to me carefully.
-I wanna show the world that you are mine too.
I said now coming back to the bed where he stood.

I was now the one on top, with him leaning against the bed frame and slowly I lifted up his chin with my finger.
He looked at me intensely, waiting for my next move.
I started kissing his neck in every spot, making him whimper. How I love that sound. Only his whimpers.
I left marks here and there.

I got up smiling proudly at my work, only to see him smirking.
-You are so fucking hot when you do that, you are mine.
He whispered, sending shivers down my spine. But I had to stay strong for what I was about to do next, I couldn't let him know how I felt even though I am sure he knew already.
-I am not done.
I said and got up, going to the mirror. I grabbed a lipstick and returning in the room, while looking into his eyes, with him just laying in the same position I left him, I started putting on my lips.
I got closer and threw the lipstick on the bed after closing it.
I started crawling slowly on the bed, on top of him, my eyes never leaving his.

I gently started kissing his neck and when I was finished and looked at it I could only smile and look at him.

-Fuck...I could take you here right now, love.
I smiled and got up.
-Look in the mirror.
I said.

He got up and looked at himself.
-Oh my, shit.
He was smirking and he turned around to look at me again.
-Maria.
-Yeah?
-You are mine.
He said seriously.
-You are mine too.
I responded.
-I mean it, if someone even dares to look at you, I will get their eyes out, if someone touches you, but I doubt they could barely get to that point before I shot them, or hurt you, I will cut their limbs. You are mine.

I listened to him, carefully. He was scary, but he was mine.
I loved it, I love him.
He came in my arms and kissed me again.
-I love you.
He whispered.
-I love you too.
I told him lovingly.